Thursday, February 25, 2010

my name is tom!

26 this year, after all this while i still believe (or pretend) being 25 this year...owh how i wish the number stay at 25...

p/s - good news is, i still have 270 days to be 26 and 360 days more being 26...still young!

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I heard and seen enough

Think about it, "Life is fair, people are not..." so stop blaming life

p/s - naahh, im not blaming


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Sharing....

http://graphics8.nytimes.com/images/2007/04/03/nyregion/04teacher-600.jpg
The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class

and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.


So...


Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"

I just did......

Monday, February 22, 2010

Sunday, February 21, 2010

maybe i dont know what i want

yes,

maybe im too young to know what i want
cos, i dont know what will happen..

p/s - still admiring prosperous view from the window...

life crisis everyone, =) muhahaha

Prosperous Istanbul

Set free something you love as love is not an ownership. It is a common idialic philosophy in Hollywood movies, or in teenagers love novels, but it takes courage to just do and be as it is.
I had let many bypasses, left when it just hurt my half. Many didn’t confront their feelings but I know from their eyes, few cried unwillingly when distance was part of the condition, there were situation when people changed but hey, it is not pointing fingers game, not blaming anyone. Maybe the time has yet to come to slow things down, though I promised not to waste more time.

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I have been thinking to change career due to many reasons, and I keep my options to three:

a. wanting to go home, start my base there and venture out when there is opportunity in future. It may supplement my August plan, to manage and let things run and MBA part time plan. Yet, is there anything for me back there?

b. wanting to change workplace and stay working abroad. It’s not because of the glamorous status, anywhere what is so glamour living as second class citizen in the working class community. Example, it’s like working class in Turkey, who waits busses or ferry to commute, or walking down the street, surviving with high cost of living with taxes, utility expenses and stiff competitions. A Turkish friend commented that life in Malaysia is easy, I was shocked at first but agreed to his statement after few conversation. A normal middle class family in Malaysia still can afford a nice place to live, nice car to drive, a maid to clean the house and send children to private tuition after school.

c. to remain and stay as it is. It is my last wish as Im getting bored with thing Im doing. Bit a bit, im getting frustrated, what I want is, I want more responsibility….I know I am able to do so…

Which one to choose?
Let me tell you, I don’t knowI don’t know how future will beI don’t know where I be end up in the next 2 yearsI don’t know what I be doing in the next 2 years
What I know is, I don’t want to regret decision I make today..

p/s – admiring prosperous view....

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Turkey, oh Turkey
Lets bid goodbye… =)

Wednesday, February 17, 2010

bumpy ride, toin toing

i was entertained by figures and analysis...well that is a fact...

to have assumption, to prove the assumption is correct, to had figure out the concrete basis...no, no i wont trade anything for this...

God, thank you...i really need a new toy to play...

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lets get to know a lawyer week..

i have the opportunity to flirt chat / know a lawyer...intesresting to see how a lawyer view things....how they get excited when they won a case and feel down when everything is against them....

to me lawyer is like a story teller, difference is they make themselves a hero or a victim in the story...thats' all! =) hahaha

to the lawyer, its ok to loose a case...once a while

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istanbul then beirut
yeh, a chance to visit beirut
and meet my pet sister there...

p/s - i have a lebanese pet sister...single, and pretty! hahaha anyone?

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a hahh, caught you, well i think it was you...
or if it wasnt you...

let me welcome a blog reader from india~ =)

p/s- how is india?

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i might be bz next week...
or next couple of weeks..
but i promise to call you...

just miscall when you are back =)

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migrain again?, 2 mugs of coffee..
nice~

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

hati dua

cuba untuk tulis tentang ni
tak boleh, macam mana?
hany tukar topik!
kenapa yer, macam kabur nak tulis apa..

=) mungkin penat

oh, dia hilang~

hati

*random topic from hany...now~

hati

fullstop, dapat?

Thursday, February 11, 2010

instinct, just instinct...

sensitive is not moody..
sensitive is aware of any changes and to adopt well =)

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having said, i changed the blog layout after a chat with hany...its just instinct things will happen this way, so let it be...

certain rules are not meant to be broken...and that definitely refers to ego rules by ad.. =)

p/s - still thankful to know now than later =)

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above is one of my instinct that will happen to me...the next is still wait to see, but strongly i feel and started to believe dubai is just a transit, and people usually wont stay long in transition....

p/s- going to turkey on 18 - 20 feb.... =) simply turkey


Friday, February 5, 2010

wishing well..

my wishes are:


1. More movies like sepet, sepi, gubra in Malaysia, not because Im like soooo much sharifah armani acting...but the movies are good =P
2. Money was not being invented / created....many life were taken because of greediness..
3. Men and women are from earth...can we understand each other without special ability like mind reading needed.
4. Last but not least, I wished not to sleep the whole day today...counting sheep..

Thursday, February 4, 2010

im an actor,

Live is a big stage with unlimited audience, if actor is not limiting the horizon.

It has beauty in script that words are out from the actor’s heart, how he feels; anger, frustration, happy, misery (name them all) for all reasons it can be. The feelings are like icing on a cake, add flavours to life’s routine.

On that basis, I am an actor in my stage surrounded by names I will not mention here. They know who they are.

There are 3 different episodes, first is the working life drama where people claim myself as heartless, direct, not a bullshit taker, robot?. The next episode is the non office hours storyline, and the actor is trying to be a good son, a not too garang eldest brother (seriously im not), great friend and useful citizen. The last episode is when the actor need to be alone, to reflect his life, the present, past and future.

The love episode is still pending for script to be approved by the censorship authority.

Wednesday, February 3, 2010

life is not just black and white

life is not just black and white
you see when you walk along the street
still not sure?

how about on one fine day...
say hello to a stranger and listen to his story...
do not stop when he tells or talk when he pause

let him, until he stops
to the chapter that not to be disclosed...
not a single soul to know
as he had promised not to scare a wasted heart
that bag for forgiveness

it’s the sign to leave when his tears drop
so you leave and let he be alone
for all his know, he lost her

don your jacket,
don’t look back..
one day you will understand,
when you read the chapter, perhaps one day if he wants to share

p/s- i know