I know you were there

I saw you in dark
You were standing in a corner waiting for someone, I assumed...
It was raining out there, it’s cold and you are wet

I saw you there, still...Standing
You were shivering...You must be cold..

So, Im walking towards you,
Said Hi, You were surprised...
I asked, “Are you cold...”
“It’s ok..What are you doing here,” you asked...

Then he came,
holding your hands, and you left..
You are gone, with a guy I were not introduced to..

ps - sometimes it is better left unsaid..

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It is written in ancient love bible
love yourself than you know how to love others
Apprcieate yourself than you know how to appreciate others
Find yourself than you find your half..
Is it true,
Or just a fairy tales and bedtime story

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Honey why you are crying, is everything ok?
Its really good to hear your voice say my name, it sounds so sweet
With lips of an angel..Hear those words, make me weak..

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dont bullshit adlil

Dia bulan~

Yesh!

Keep on sabotaging yourself..

Keep on blaming yourself...

Pull yourself down...more, I say more...

Ended up, you be no where =)

Neither here nor there

You were doing fine

What stopping you to continue that way...

Dont cry when you felt down..

Dont stop!

Yes, bruises are here and there,

Continue walking, soon you reach your destination and bleeding will stop 

Cheers!

p/s - not in the best mood...

Janji-janji MANIS

Sebenarnyakan Ad ada banyak lagi kerja, tapi satu perangai yang tak mampu di elakkan...ONCE Ad dah mula malas takde mood nak buat...CAM abaikanlah...esok meeting agak-agak kenalah tembak seround dua ni...Hohoho..

Cuti approved! YEAHHH ISTANBUL ad datang...

Nak tengok "KEMODENAN" Istanbul yang di war-warkan...HAHAHAHA

Borak-borak dengan Area Manager MAS kat ISTANBUL, dia cakap sana mahal...Income tax dari 20-35% pastu inflation tinggi...Kalau gaji 2000 EUROS dapat hidup dengan keperluan basic jer...HURMM dan depa punya currency depreciate 25 - 30% agaisnt USD value...Tapi sesetengah tempat pakai EURO...Di cadangkan kat sana bawa USD...atau EURO lah..Hurrmm menarik-menarik..Hehehe

Fakta di atas adalah dari secondary source, kalau ada yang boleh di betulkan...silakan..

Ianyalah hanyalah simple analysis =) untuk di kongsi...OWH!

p/s - kalau ada masa nak usha MAS office kat sana..

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Isnin fariz sampai, maka penuhlah rumah ni...

Hahaha..

=) so acik, jangan lupa cd game along pesan! =)

p/s - Ad tengok2 WD external hard disk 1 TERA...hurrmm

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When a girl said, " OK fine..."

I feel she is fed up to wait..

And many plans were changed last minute..

So guys...IF a girl ever said "OK fine.." to you..

She is not fine at all =)

Dont just give her janji-janji manis...

hahahaah

remi pon nak tag juga

Rules:

1-the rules of the game get posted at the beginning

2-each players answers the questions about themselves

3-at the end of the post the player then tags 5 people n posts their names,then goes to their blogs and leave a comment,letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

What were you doing at 10:17pm last night?
- at office, hurrmm

Besides this, what are you doing right now?
- di rumah, tengah kira bintang

Will you be up before 7am tomorrow?
- jangan harap! esok cuti ok? hahahaa

Who’s the funniest person you know?
- eerr cant think of anyone now

Are you afraid to grow up?
- yess....huhuhu, baru tadi ada sharing session...ah!

What was your worst subject in school?
-ADD MATHS...macam perlu ke berlajar benda ni? hahaha

If you just drank 14 beers describe what you would be doing?
- IF?Hahaha bahaya betul soalan ni, i choose not to answer...Leh rosak akidah betol...haayhh

Do you sleep with the door to your room open or closed?
- door close...sejokla winter-winter ni

When’s the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
- Was it wrong to fall in love? hahaha

What are you wearing right now?
- white shirt

What are you listening to right now?
- angel - Natasha Bedingfield

Whats your favorite number?
- seven, eight, nine, ten!

How is the weather right now?
- WINTER datang....sejuk

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?
- busuk

Do you smoke?
- belum pernah dan tidak akan =)

Eye Color?
- hitam itu menawan?

Favorite Month?
- every month is my fav

What was the last movie you watched?
- batman rasanya...

Favorite Day of the Year?
- the day i let go everything ive been holding on

If you could say something to someone right now what would you say?
- jangan marah ek

Hugs or Kisses?
BUZZ

Are you still friends with people from school?
- yes...childhood friends, kitaorg rapat cam adik bradik kut, walaupun kekadang tu gadoh salah faham...hahahaha =) stended la tu

Right-handed or Left-handed?
- right handed

How many pillows do you sleep with?
- satu! wat semak je byk2

Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
- hahaha.... i rather sleep alone...for now...hahaha

What woke you up this morning?
- Teringat due date keje =P wahahaha alarm clock lah

Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette?
- hahaha....benda tu takde dlm kamus kehidupan

Have you ever in any way, been betrayed by someone you trust?
- yep yep....

Are you picky about who you give your number to?
- yes i am!!!

What do you prefer: McDonalds or Burger King?
- MCD

Would you rather go to Greece or Hawaii?
- APA BEZA DUA NI?

Did you have a good birthday this year?
- a lovely surprise was....eerrr speechless

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Share - Share...

Ad tak reti sangat arabic tapi enti ni untuk kamu (perempuan kan?) Betul ke?

Dapat mesej ni dari friendster...

enti...

bukan ana tidak mahu memandang wajah enti,

tapi ana berdoa agar wajah ini menghiasi hari2 nanti..

hari2 yang pasti..

bukan ana tidak mahu melirik senyuman pd enti,

tp ana selalu tersenyum didalam hati,

agar senyuman ini 'mahal' dihari cincin di sarungkan di jari,

bukan ana tidak mahu bertanyakan khabar pd enti,

tetapi ana sering mendoakan agar satu hari nanti,

ana tak perlu bertanyakanya dan ana sentiasa merasai..

di hari2 yang pasti...

bukan ana tidak mahu bercakap dgn enti,

tapi ana ingin menghabiskan bicara2 ana,

tika mana ana dan enti 'bukan' lg 'ana' dan 'enti'..

di hari2 yg pasti...

bukan ana tidak mahu chatting dgn enti,

tapi ana takut jari2 ini tidak diizinkan lg untuk membelai rambut enti,

dihari2 yang pasti..

bukan ana tidak mahu mesej dgn enti,

tapi bimbang Allah menarik kenikmatan ini di hari2 yg pasti,

tika itu mungkin Allah menarik nikmat cinta duniawi yg dinikmati di waktu ini,

bukan ana tidak ingin memandang wajah enti,

tp,ana bimbang wajah ini tidak akan lg memberikan senyuman di setiap pagi,

di hari2 yg pasti...

bukan ana tidak ingin memandang senyuman enti,

tp ana bimbang senyuman ini pudar dan layu,

di hari2 yang pasti..

bukan ana tidak ingin membelikan hadiah untuk harijadi enti,

tp bimbang ana hadiah itu adalah terakhir dari ana untuk enti..

tidak lagi ,

dihari2 yang pasti..

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enti yakinlah,

percayalah...

bukan ana tidak ingin mengatakan rindu pada enti,

tetapi rindu tika ini tidak akan membawa kepada rindu ana pada ilahi..

kerana ia bukan hari2 yang pasti...

bukan ana tidak ingin mengatakan mencintai enti,

tapi ana tahu cinta saat ini tidak juga membawa kepada cinta ana pada ilahi,

kerana ia bukan hari2 yang pasti..

kerana ia bukan dihari2 yang pasti,

ana tidak mahu agar hati ana dan enti mati..

lalu mematikan hubungan ana atau enti dengan ILAHI..

enti,intailah sebentar hari2 yang pasti..tika itu,andai ana jatuh enti menghulurkan tgn untuk memberi ana harapan,tika ana kesedihan enti bersedia untuk tersenyum disisi dn menggembirakan,tika ana berseorangan entilah teman,tika ana kelalaian entilah yang mengingatkan..tika itu,ana dan enti..

bukan lah 'ana dan enti 'lagi...

kerana..

ia adalah hari2 yang pasti..

berdoalah untuk hari2 yang pasti,

hari2 yang pasti bagi mereka yang menyandarkan harapan pada jalan kebenaran..

dan itulah jalan yang telah islam berikan...

-selamat malam enti-

moga kita dipermukan nanti,dihari2 yang pasti,seperti yang Allahu Rabbi telah janji..bagi mereka yang mana hati2nya tidak mati dihari2 yang tidakpasti..

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pasti!..yakinlah..Allah sangat2 baik !..moga kita semua dibukakan pintu hati..

untuk anta2 dan enti2 skalian..

*sangat- sangat menghargainya. Jazakallahukhairan kathira*

"Ya Allah, andai aku rindu, biarlah rinduku bersulam taqwa. Andai aku sayang, biarlah sayangku kerana Dakwah! Ameen"~ *Hanya Allah yang tahu*

"jadikanlah dirimu mawar yang menyeri & menguntum di jalan dakwah & biarkanlah mawar itu terpaksa melukai tangan-tangan utk merasai harumnya kasih Allah"

Thanks for sharing =)
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Winter datang dengan dingin angin
Bila Summer pergi hangatnya hilang
Bersua lagi dengan dingin Winter
Yang ditunggu, dirindu hadir
Dingin..
Tubuh pasti minta di selimut

Aaahh Winter datang lagi
Musim yang sama, mungkin cerita berbeza
Apa akan hujan lebat lagi di sini?
Atau kelibat ribut pasir kelabukan langit,
Atau jua, winter kali ini cerah ditemani matahari
Aaahh Winter tahun ini...

=) Winter datang, Ad teruja!

2009

2009 makin nak dekat, Alhamdulillah azam 2008 selamat di sempurnakan

Walaupun kadang-kadang tu rasa cam nak menyerah kalah je, cam nak berhenti je.. Tapi lepas kumpul kekuatan, semuanya OKEH!

2009 akan berlalu satu lagi tahun, akan datang seribu macam pengalaman, perjalanan masih panjang....Ramai lagi perangai pelik orang yang akan di kenali, bermacam ilmu lagi nak di terokai...

Teringat, pernah satu assignment tu ad berulang buat sampai 5 kali, asyik-asyik keluar masuk bilik boss..

Sampai satu tahap tu Ad cakap "Apa yang you suruh i buat ni, semua first time...Dia macam you kasi i laut, i terjun lah..So pandai-pandailah i berenang..."

Lepas tu dia cakap "You have to start from somewhere..."

Tapi agak-agak nak lemas tu bos kasi jer guideline, takpon Ad tanya jer lah...Ngeh2..

Tu pasal Ad balik lambat, masih dalam proses berlajar...Catch up camnelah mereka berfikir / buat analysis / berlajar berfikir cara mereka...Sesambil tu bos-bos semua tak kedekut ilmu...Ada after work kongsi experience session...Wahh...

Ad seronok dengan kehidupan sekarang walaupun kadang-kadang tu selalu je emosi sesorang...kadang-kadang tu rasa macam malas nak buat apa-apa cuma baring dan tidur jer... =P

p/s - tunggu acik ke dubai, kite shopping2...hehee

Err Kak Pah ajak pegi Fujairah bersama-sama kekawan yang lain...MALASNYA! Cam nak lepak2 rumah jer...tgk2 laptop, tgk2 tv, baring2...makan mak masak =P

Hehehe next time lah yer! =) sejoklah skang ni nak masok laut...muwahaha
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Tahniah buat saurada hilmi and saudari Elly yang akan mendirikan rumah tangga Ahad ni (eer esok!) Semoga bahagialah ke anak cucu

Tahniah buat Huda yang baru jer bertunang...

Tahniah buat Doktor Hanisyam yang telah selamat bertunang awal November ni

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Itu je ari ni

Perasan, tulisan mcm dah hilang seni lah...Cam straight foward sangat ni...

HAHAHAHA!

Ad-

as promised~

Berjumaat di office..

Mencari-cari mug rasmi!

Lepas lunch mengantuk lah pula...mari buat KOPI!
Mula-mula masukkan nescafe ni, pastu gula..air panas dan kacau..
OOOhhh mug rasmi!Hahaha
Officially...Im a coffee drinker...aduh!

Lepas minum kopi, belek-belek surat kabar dengan kak pah, aik dia pun ada?hahaha
Senyum-senyum baca gosip...owhh
Hah! Nak apa? Suasana nak balek dah...Aduhaaii
Tengah chatting...OPSS!!! Wat kejelah

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NOV 3

Owh bangun pagi 3 Nov bonda cakap ada pulut bawa gi ofis...Wah dengan rendang ayam you!
So di ofis tu, ber breakfast pulut kuninglah pagi tu...Owh!

Kek birthday Ad tahun ni,
Lain tahun ni, sebab kek ni surprisingly Ad tak expect...Hahaha tahun2 lepas biasa Ad beli kek sendiri, boleh choose..Yum2

Padanlah before bday, dia tanya camne celebrate bday...hayyhh KAMU!
Memang tak expect...sweet surprise..Hahaha

p/s - siapa dia?
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rules:

1-the rules of the game get posted at the beginning

2-each players answers the questions about themselves

3-at the end of the post the player then tags 5 people n posts their names,then goes to their blogs and leave a comment,letting them to know they got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog

starting time : 00:00
name : adlil hafiz
nick : ad, adlil, adi, hafiz je belum lagi!hahaha
sisters : seorang sahaja
shoe size : entah! malas check
height : 169 kut atau 172 gitulah

where do you live : middle east, place with the biggest shopping mall, the tallest building, the ....
have u ever been in plane : hehehe.. yeh!
swam in the ocean : i prefer swimming pool =)
fallen asleep at school : hahaha zaman-zaman honeymoon dulu...terus amek result..hahaha
broken someone's heart : tak sure lah...kena check =P tapi pernah kut, satu...dua...eerr tiga!hahaha
fell off your chair : pernah jer..
sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call : owh tunggu sms~ =)
saved emails : email tak pernah delete..
what is your room like : just nice...
what's right beside you : novel by jodi picoult..my sister's keeper
what is the last thing u ate : eeerr dinner at the msia promotion, traders hotel..
sore throat : kalau kena tu tanda nak demam....dah lama tak kena
broken nose : tidakkk...hehhee

do you believe in love at first sight : err starting not to believe
like picnic : entahlah...tengok mood
who was/were...the last person you danced with : aduh..im not a good dancer...hahaha
last made you smile : eerr the key chain...hahahaha
last you last yelled at : haha masa hantar kereta repair...aduh susah berckp dengan org negara rempah ratus ni...haayyhhh
today,did you talked to someone you like : yes 1st thing in the morning..
kissed anyone : not today
get sick : nope...healthy yip yip horey!
talk to an ex : last saturday..
miss someone : eerrr ala, kena jawab ke soalan ni
who do you really hate : tiada...jangan kacau hidup ad sudah =)

do you like you hand-writing : sangatlah halus...tak caya?hahaha
are your toe nails painted : belum pernahlah...ok ke utk guys?
what color shirt are you wearing now : PINK!
are you friendly person : sangatlah sombong...hahahhaa =) im kecohlah...boleh kut friendly
do you have any pets : nope...
do you sleep with the tv/laptop on : ohh yeahh laptop and sometimes...my ipod
what are you doing right now : tgh saiko diri sendiri....
are you closer to your mother or father : tengoklah yang mana dan' nak cerita...hahaha tapi biasa kalau cerita pun, setakat kasi hint-hint jer... =) cam da vinci code
do you eat healthy : TIDAK! selalu drive thru...kalau tgk dalam kete banyak plastik tapau BK...haayyhh
do you still have pictures of you and your ex : masih...mau lihat ke?hahaha tidak perlulah...
if you're having a bad day,who are you most likely to go to : oohh bad day?ad tidur!
are you loud or quiet most of the time : LOUD!!!!!
are you confident : sangat!hahaha

5 things i was doing 10 years ago: ~ form 2..

1)hidup dengan riang dan gembira...hahaha- tetiap petang kayuh beskal round kawasan...muwahaha, sambil nikmati pemandangan yang BESH!
2)mcm nerd2 jer...balek skolah, pegi tuesyen, kalau takde tuesyen, main bola, pastu balek umah b4 maghrib...hohoho
3)1st time pegi kl, tu pon mak anta depan national library...balek mak jemput..huhuhu...(tu pasal tak tau jalan kat kl)
4)menjadi pengawas yang berdedikasi...hahaha
5)tak tau cerita apa kat tv malam-malam, sebab tak tgk tv...hohoho...tu pasal ad boleh survive tanpa tv...

5 things i would do if i were a billionaire:

1)benti keje!
2)start menulis novel / lagu di pulau-pulau...
3)beli petronas share...
4)beli pulau
5)tutup alarm clock...kacau betul tengah mimpi indah ni =P hahahaha

5 of my bad habits:

1-suka bersepah, membebel2 tak bley! =P hahaha
2-bermood
3-suka kensel plan last menet
4-tak suka plan kalau nak keluar
5-malas nak basuh kereta, walaupun anta ke kedai...hahaha

5 places i've lived/living:

1-melawati/melati
2-gombak
3-melaka
4-cyberjaya
5-di sini, uae dubai

5 people i tagged:

1)mekna
2)fanna
3)maisarah - cikgu!
4)siti
5)maxine

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a bit of introduction / Good things do happen - Appreciate!

Agak blur kan?

I was surprised dapat mesej ni di friendster...

Hahahaha...Well masa kat KL, Tira was stressed up with her project...a event she was trying to manage, to get sponsorship, to get support from other companies...

But I know she can do this, even by herself..Come on, we managed to organised high profile event back in MMU...where Tun M and Tun Siti were our VVIP speaker, and we have H.E. of Swiss as well... =)

Motivation workshops, bazaar, flea market...Haiya...Peanuts! =P

So next time, just believe in yourself...

p/s - congrates sebab ur event success walaupun I tak tengok pics nya lagi..Hahahaha... Silalah bongkak!

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Birthday Marathon..

Kak Pah(1st Nov), Fatin (minta maaf...lupa tarikh)..., Adrena (2nd Nov)...Anas (minta maaf tak ingat tarikh), nisa (22nd Nov)...Mitul (I know its November, tapi lupa tarikh)

Hey girls happy birthday (Asal semua girls ni...)

Hahahaha

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Let me introduce you to my girls...
Hahaha..

Adrena once texted me "Why do you always call us, as girls...we have our own name tau..."
My reply was "Then I should write bio for all of you, to be fair..."
Adrena "Ha ha funny!"

Starts with Adrena Ayuni

Kenal secara tak langsung dengan Adrena masa beratur kat kedai mamak FOM (Hayhh Mamak jugak..)Masa tu terdengar seorang perempuan yang berhabuk ckp english dengan seorang jejaka...Pastu bisik dgn atirah, kenapa dua org ni...poyonya =P

Pastu selalu lah bertembung (dah terkenal muka sebab terngumpatkan...) di kelas, di lib, kdg2 tu masa exam...and kebetulan dia baik dengan fatin...So tiba-tiba leh jadi rapat...Pula..Haaha

Last2 baru tahu yang dia cakap dengan kwn dia, Adli (ended up to be my closest friend kat MMU)hahaha...Adli ni masa mula-mula masuk MMU tak confident cakap bahasa sebab dah lama duduk luar negara...Sorrylah dulu terngumpat...HAHAHAHA

Cerita pasal Fatin pula..

Fatin ni dalam kelompok tu, dia yang paling baik, lemah lembut, sopan santun...Hehehe and selalu gaklah ingatkan Ad solat...

Kenal Fatin masa Alpha (Pre-U) masa tu duk aktif wat program...Events..So kenal dia melalu Akmar..(Skang kat Utagha tu..) sebab dia ni lemah lembut so senanglah mix...Hehehe

Fatin ni...Dia open minded jugaklah, boleh di ajak berbual and kadang-kadang emosi...Tapi kalau bab-bab agama ni, memang salute kat dia..

Kiranya dia bolehlah seimbangkan dengan baik, sebab Ad selalu jer jumpa org yang terlalu extrem ke satu arah, nak berborak pun cam segan...Haayyhh

Mari cerita pasal tira...

NGOK, camne?
Hahaha ok Tira...
Kitaorg dulu satu sekolah (kat KL) ntah mcmana leh jumpa kat MMU =P
Kwn gadoh yang best....selalu gaklah lawan-lawan CGPA...Selalunya Ad menang subjek membaca...subjek maths ni dia terer...Hayyh

Kitaorg selalu gaklah study memalam sampai ke pagi depan lib berbekalkan bertin-tin nescafe...lepak-lepak library masa weekend and pegi tengok wayang dengan adrena and fatin waktu weekdays (TERBALIKKAN?!) Hahaha...

Dia ni kalau orang tak kenal, selalu cakap garang...You garang ke?Hahaha

So bermula dari sini, kalau nak tengok wayang ke, makan besar ke...Akan contactlah kesemua mereka, bergerak satu kereta...Owh! Ad jarang kuar berdua-dua ni...(Bonda dah pesan before masok MMU) Hahahaha

Fatin, Adrena, Tira - Raya without me! Haissyh

Fatin, Adrena, Wani, Tira

Tira, Fatin, ME!, Adrena - Graduation BBQ

Our graduation - We promised our friendship will last..Fatin, Adrena, Me!, Tira

Extended group, Tira, Kak Mae, Abg Amir, Abg Shah, ME!, Fatin, Wani, Kak Ida and Adrena