Lets share...

I changed to the new url from disposalwords.blogspot.com because I want to share my journey to establish a successful profitable business from scratch to a proud achievement, Insyaallah.

May this be a great journey as reference, I will write as transparent, informative, and easy wording.. as possible..

This started when I realise the only realistic vehicle to achive my personal goal to have a million access of assets is by running a solid profitable business..

But first, let me share 3 business that had failed in 2010.

a. Laundry business.
The laundry shop was located at a high rise, high populated area near Jalan Genting Klang Setapak. From the paperwork and number crunching, the business should be profitable in 6 months based on population of the area. However, I had overlook demographic of the population where 70% are middle low to low income earner where they will wash and dry almost everything by themselve (almot everything are carpet, bed sheet, blanket, even pillows)..

The second mistake was selection of partner and terms.. I have advanced 100% paid up capital when it was first agreed profit and investment sharing is base on 50%-50% without any proper documentation..
Trust in business is a liability if it is not being supported by proper documentation.

The business was closed after a year of operation... The business can sustain if the partner did not steal money from the shop...

I'm tired..
To be continued..

beautiful lie

When people says, sky is the limit..
A beautiful lie to comfort us that keep us to walk straight
So when we fall seven times, we will stand up eight..

When sky is the limit..

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A punching bag is idealistic for victim play..
Sometimes, I get melancholy..
To blame others but myself..
The day I see all are united against me..
Dramatic, sigh

When the energy in the universe collide..

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what is love

A friend asked "What is love?"
I paused for awhile, looked at him and smiled.
I didn't know how to react and answer.. so I kept silent

The next day, he told me a friend of his told him that
Love means little
To a guy who had been disappointed from his past
So find someone who you can share your whole life with
Someone who you can be yourself

Now, to that friend of my
This is my answer
Love is ...
Not an ownership nor feelings
Love is doing and not just saying

To be in love first we need to find love
To find love first we need to find ourselves

Pesan pada botol

Mencari punca,
Tiada

Melilau mencari tanah, sempadan air
Masih hampa

Yang dekat hanya
Botol yang tenggelam timbul
Dan kayu yang terapung
Berpaut untuk terus hidup


Bergilir hari,
Sekejap si manis purnama,
Kemudian gagah mentari
Berteman

Puas
Sendiri
Di tengah tiada punca
Tiada pengakhiran
Ku capai botol
Membisik sesuatu, harapan
Agar ada yang mendengar

Dilepaskan
Jauh
Hilang
Botol itu

Ad-

Pelangi monotone

Di bawah payung mempersona,
Menanti sebalik gerimis panas,
Akan pelangi monotone,
Bersama kertas warna, berus dan pewarna,
Namun,
Pelangi monotone masih menghilang

Jika ada jumpa,
Kirimkan khabar, pesankan hello,
Kata padanya,
Ambillah sehari satu warna,
Setiap hari berlainan 
Hingga seminggu,
Jangan henti, teruskan

Perlahan, monotone pergi
Yang ada hanya warna-warna


Ad-

Menulis menunggu Subuh

Gadis misteri itu lalu, sekejap hilang

Mencari arah dia pergi, tidak kesampaian

Mencari hujung haruman, ditepis angin lalu

Mungkin namanya manis, kerna senyuman itu

Dan apabila alamat yang ada cuma senyuman

Nama hanya raut wajah

Ketika itu hanya tahu sementara

Mengisi kekosongan, membuai sepi jauh

Anugerah bila rasa itu  hadir, 

Indahnya bila kekal

Tenang apabila gembira milik dia

Walau senyuman dikuntum  yang lain

gambar hiasan ihsan Google

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aku syukur

Di pantai sering ada
Tapak kaki membentuk di pasir halus
Tapi perlahan hilang
Di hembus, di tarik saringan air
Sekejap sekejap, lama-lama hilang

Disitu jugalah hati,
Rasa sayang bertapak perlahan
Lagi lama, lagi dalam bentuknya,
Kekallah berdiri, tegap
Walau digoda sejuknya air

Tapi bila tiba masa
Air pasang surut mencorakkan pesisiran
Pudar, pudar sedikit lagi.. Hilang

Dan kini bersyukur
Pada masa itu, ada yang pergi
Terima kasih

aku sunyi

Jika habis rokok sebatang,
Dimenung pokok pisang berkali,
Terlupa, cuba diingat,
Sudah berbuah atau tidak
Masakan dua kali hasilnya..

Henti lamunan sekejap
Bila angin menyapa laju
Dipandang ke atas gelap,
Hujankah tiba-tiba?
Harapan panas ke petang tidaklah sampai
Tapi sentiasa panjatkan kesyukuran

Tersenyum,
Manusia mudah lupa
Salahnya dia berulang
Kesalnya selalu pada ujian
Mengalah, malah melatah

Better Man

Driving on highway in the middle of night was easy when good songs were aired...

It was 2am, from Batu Pahat heading back to Kuala Lumpur from visiting our dear friend who just lost his father.. when "Better Man" was on the radio, Addie and I were spontaneously sang along.. For me, three of us have turned to a better man when referred to "us" 10 years back..

Sulaiman, was my classmate in EC, Unimate in MMU has matured beyond his age... He was challenged with lost of his mother few years ago and again he was tested yesterday when his father passed away... Being as only child is not easy to lost beloved parents, but he looked calm and strong... He shared  his experience taking care his parents and this phares "tanggungjawab aku dah selesai Adlil, Addie, sekarang ni turn korang pula bila sampai masanya.." My respect is to his maturity and strength.. You are a good son and have become a better man, brother!

Addie, was my schoolmate in EC, Unimate in MMU, and a year housemate in Melaka.. He is a reliable friend, thanks to his phlegmaticness... A friend who has my respect for mature advise and good listener (especially to ladies)... I must say, all my normal girl friends are his BEST girl friends, and all his normal girl friends remain only his friends... We had a chat last night and now he realised how painful is to be broken hearted... And he seems seriously thinking to be better in away only us know... My respect to him for being a loyal friends and a good listerner... You surely have become a better man, brother!

And as for me, their only feedback was Im more patient, cool and relax.. Haha =)

Ye ke? But I know I have become a better man, a year older is a year wiser... ke bukan?

http://youtu.be/8e5WdsTd3sQ

kenangan terindah

Semuanya sudah tertulis,
Dan kita tidak segan-segan menyelak
Membaca dan teringat
Perenggan sebelum, babak terdahulu
Mana bisa mengkhianati, bisa melupakan
Kata orang, 
Pengalaman cikgu paling jujur dalam hidup
Pengalaman datang dari kenangan 


Untuk itu,
Terima kasih cikgu kerana setia
Mengajar, membentuk 
Dan menjadikan hari ini lebih baik dari semalam

Buku Merah

Buku merah itu bagaikan arkib sejarah,
Cop-cop lama makin pudar,
Cop-cop baru berkira guna jari,
Ahh sungguh rindu berlari,
Dari satu daerah, ke daerah lain
Dari satu resam, ke resam lain

Mungkin realiti kini di bumi sendiri
Atau terpalit rasa geram
Terlepas menumpang di bumi orang
Gah dengan konkrit meninggi
Kuda moden berlari, laju..

Burung-burung besar di angkasa,
Nampak dari ruang jendela
Ke manakah mereka pergi
Meronta untuk berada di atas

Numb

Numb

Is a disaster from continuation?

I am numb to all accusation..

Blame that on me when you cant sleep well

Or even late to office

Sometimes I think,

What will the punching bag says, if can

Or what was the first word a cat says

To answer his lord abusive act

I was numb

When my answer replied with anger
When everything else doesn’t make sense

All you say is from what you think is real

I was numb today,

Decided..

To leave everything behind
And just be alone…

Siapa kata Hitam itu indah?

Pernah aku duduk di sudut itu,
Tidak berlampu, sinar suria disekat
Disitulah, kegelapan melekat gelap,
Hingga bayang takut mengikuti setiap langkah,

Siapa kata hitam itu indah,
Aku melihat kehitaman, kegelapan, kesesatan,
Di mana sifat munafik, menindas, membohong, mengambil kesempatan
Bagai pelangi hitam, bagai gerimis menyimbah,
Setiap sudut bagai kebasahan

Mungkin itu,
Ramai yang dahagakan nota kertas,
Sanggup membesarkan wilayah kegelapan,
Di mana ada kesempatan, di mana ada peluang,
Maka perang dengan kemunafikan bermula,

p/s - terlalu banyak con artist, buatku termuntah!

Perempuan CHANTEK!

Teringat suatu hari, sahabat ada menegur

"Lil, skang ni ramai betul hiasan dunia yang cantik-cantik.. mana datang ntah.."
"Hiasan dunia? You mean cars, houses ke?"
"Bukan, tapi perempuan.. Cuba tengok di FB ramai yang comel-comel.. Buatkan yang single like me confuse!.. Tanda akhir zaman.."
"Itulah.."

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Chantek itu budi bahasa
Chantek itu cukup kain pemakaiannya
Chantek itu, bagi aku adalah kamu,
Sungguh hiasan dunia yang sempurna

Chantek dari kamu adalah kesabaran
Kerna aku mungkin tersasar amarah
Chantek dari kamu adalah kefahaman
Kerna aku mungkin membusut perasaan
Chantek dari kamu adalah kesempurnaan
Kerna bagi aku yang banyak kekurangan

Chantek!

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Bermain catur di pentas dunia

Aku membaca mana letaknya tangan itu
Kelipan mata, garisan muka
Menggelengkah atau mengangguk
Kerna bahasa itu mampu bercerita
Tidak membohongi seperti kata lidah

Manusia bermain wayang,
Bukan anugerah piala tahunan jadi taruhan
Tapi beras, roti dan lauk di dalam saji
Ada juga memanjat tangga masyarakat
Menjadi garis panduan baju kerlipan,
Kasut berjenama, sanggul cantik kulit menawan
Ahh, mungkin dikaburi mata
Dengan status, pujian, penghormatan berlebihan
Di sini madam, Di sana Sir
Hingga jalan mendabik dada

Menarik

Di kala cinta membuai

Bagai bunga tamar,
Permulaan suatu kemanisan,
Penyembuh kelukaan,
Di tengah kekudusan padang pasir

Manisan itu di dalam,
Sempurna diselimuti kekeringan,
Bertanya sekali,
Manakan ketahui isinya,
Setelah melihat luar yang berlainan

Syukur,
Ku temui tamar manis

H.J.

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Mencuba bertahan
Di atas tulisan daun luruh,
Berdakwatkan dahan
Sengaja mahu kekal
Katanya hingga akhir rasa

Bila untung terhakis
Bagai ombak mendesah pasir-pasir
Bergerak sedikit, berubah wajah,
Daun hanya daun,
Hijau ke kuning, mati kekeringan

Ku berharap yang terakhir..

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Satu dua tiga,
Aku berkira kali rambut kau belai,
Satu dua tiga lagi,
Nampaknya kau tidak senang duduk,
Adakah getarnya kau rasa juga,
Kerna aku telah denganmu,
Apakah, kita berasa bersama..

Mini Cooper Sssssimply Sssssexy!

Half day was spent in few different car showrooms, from Mazda; a sexy Japanese car (dislike the uncomfortable seats) to Nissan, a macho Japenese machine (no for the oldschool design), then Hyundai, an elegant Korean babes (no for the unsuccessful wannabe luxury car interior design), and last my favourite continental beauty, the Peugeot for their extremely sexy CRZ (if only I print the RINGGIT)..

We then headed to 2 used carshops that were besides each other, and there we saw MINI COOPER SSS with turbo and fairlady.. Both have attitude from design, performance and class..

The car showrooms tour cannot be repeated too often, soooo teruja!

Dewasa!

Cinta itu perasa,

Rasa itu unik,

Unik itu tidak terusik,

Namun bagaiman perasa yang unik terus tidak terusik?

Disana, dia bersedih,

Bila perasa bercampur,

Antara keunikkan dan keraguan,

Mungkin curiga? Bila percaya hilang..

Jadi apa resepi ini?

p/s - suka sangat bercinta lepas kawin =)

Awal pagi (2am)

Lagu cinta bermain, biarkan tiada henti,

Labuh malam berikan kesunyian yang pernah datang,

Cepat, ditutupi mata, bersyukur segalanya

Yang luka, disembuh

Yang dibenci, menyintai

Yang amarah, mengasihi

Mungkin masa dulu hanya buaian pencarian

Titik permulaan bukannya titik akhir

Bersyukur,

Segala doa dalam sujud di dengari,

Dimuliakan cinta dengan ikatan suci,

Direstui hubungan dengan pernikahan

Di depan kaabah aku berniat, dahulu

Nanti, empat puluh hari aku kan kembali

Memenuhi niat tertanam dahulu

Namun doaku tidakkan putus,

Mohonnya, kesolehan dan kedamaian

Buat yang ada, dan akan datang,

Insyaallah