old varsity

After a week long survive (hahaha right!!) with fastfood, burgers, fried chicken, cheese and soda, i finally have the "i had enough junk food and my body cant take anymore" symptom... i had a bad headache, and exhausted..

Guess, this is what I got for excuses i gave not to exercise...

Someone actually suggested to have a healthy lifestyle...define that please... =P hahaha

Short entry for now... =)

Friends

There are no Joey, Rachel, Monica, Phoebe, Chandler and Ross... Phewh!
But there were Addie, Ravin, Remi, Leman, Fatin, Akmar, Adrena, Atirah, Iza and Sarah, ten people who started their young adult chapter, lived independently away from home, away from parents...

Addie, Ravin and Leman was my schoolmates back in EC, Johor Bahru. I did not know they were in the same University until we met on the registration day.
Addie was my housemate during my Alpha year (Pre-U)... A friend who always there to wake me up for Subuh prayers and remind me all 5 prayers time... thank you bro!
I still remember the day we celebrated Ravin's birthday... It was the best birthday prank mastermind by me with the help from Addie and Atirah... Ravin was showered with 2kgs of flour, and a piece of chocolate cake. Cool!
Leman was living in his own world...Hahaha, my generalisation that Engineering students are boring came from him...Hahaha

Remi was known for his art talent with montage, video clips and it knowledge. He was one of the committee member to the first program I was involved as MMU student, the program anak angkat in Pontian, Johor Bahru. It end up, Addie, Remi and myself were siblings angkat, anak angkat to the penghulu kampung...

Atirah, Iza and Sarah were housemates....Their house was 2 houses away from mine...
Atirah was my bestfriend, enemy, partner in crime, study partner and...She is good in calculation and numbers which I was not at that time...so she helped me a lot with my maths, graphs, formulas...Gosh! Now I wonder how you can tolerate and comprise with me for 4 torturing years... Hahaha

Sarah is from Terengganu.. She is in Korea with beloved husband...I did not go to the weddings, just a phone call wished her "Selamat pengantin baru"...

Iza is missing in action~ huhuhu where are you? hello?

Adrena, Akmar, Fatin are 3 cheerful, "poyo", sporting and intelligent young ladies...Adrena is the entertainer with her spontaneous character. Akmar is the strict and strong eldest sister and Fatin is the perempuan melayu terakhir lady, mother like..Hahahaha

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somethin bout the way
somethin bout the way you look
in my eyes
you make everything so damn easy
so easy that i dont got to worry bout a thing

and baby when we touch
all i can see is the image of us
sitting by the ocean
just before the dusk
sippin on a juice box and
sand between our toes

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we have our first kiss
but this ain't a movie
i know you cant come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

just tell me you dont love me
tell me you dont feel the same way that i do
tell me i dont make you smile
like i do when you walk in the room
you're so hard to let go

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we say it's forever
but this ain't a fantasy
i know you can't come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

this hurts so much to know that you're
with someone else when you should be w me
its just hard to accept that i cant be around
he better be treatin you good
i'm no einstein but i know a sign
when i see one
and i know you love me too

its the hardest thing

i tried to be classic,
but i dont like black and white pictures
i tried to be contemporary,
i cant match colours like they do
i tried to be jazzy,
seems, notes aren’t friendly like we think

i tried to be me,
simply me...
and the world revolve around
now i know,

so i stop the classico adlil
or contemporary Zen
no, not jazz...
but just me..

=)

i am emotionally exhausted...

a. i have successfully 'goreng' in the interview... the interviewers didnt drill me that much but provoked with many questions at a time..hahaha lucky i controlled the situation...provocation failed there =)

b. im tired to play any game...lets see it through....just

c. im tired to be in a maze, long enough till its suffocate

d. can i be invisible, so you dont see me here?

p/s- looking foward to settle in Malaysia...hahaha

go away!

the worst thing to happen before any interview is to feel intimidated and feel not good enough for the post...

urghh! i thought i have pass that stage but i was wrong...

here goes....

p/s - hany terima kasih memilihkan warna tie..hahaha

my dad saved me

its not secret anymore that i went out with a lot of girls, just a normal hangout to cinema, coffee shop, shopping malls, nothing less nothing more...

and i always ask one question to them

will you go out with me, if i didnt decide to work overseas and stayed at the stage i was before...

most of them, just smile and remain silent...

so is it a yes or no? =)

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i have an interview tomorrow, hopefully i'll get it..

my first serious interview...for a serious post...

i informed my dad about the interview and he sees its a good oppurtunity to be a corporate man...hurrmm so do i need to change and be more sophisticated...

hope not, i prefer simple....like mamak stall not starbucks~

for this reason, i thanked my dad who saved my career...hahaha no wonder he is the HR Director in his company....

thank you ayah!

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what it takes to be with you?

its complicated

I watched its complicated, unplanned but it was pleasant.

The movie has few points to ponder:
a. complicated relationship needs relieve time without other's influence
b. however, decision may effects others
c. family members usually has a say in almost asia families, but not the westerners
d. its not always good idea to go back to ex
e. ex couples, usually has the same feelings even after the break ups

p/s - what do you want?

Always...

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

p/s- how many times you realise you miss someone after the person is gone..

translator or weather man

Translator to Weather Man
One try to translate language from his own kind
The other try to communicate with mother nature.

Who has a tougher task, the translator or the weather man?

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Sand Storm, Rain Drop

Its like lining of gold falls from above
Cause fake illusion in life,
Proud with stall of glasses and concrete or steel horse that runs

Can I pause.
Im waiting raindrops