this space

Will be updated with super cool burj khalifah pictures...

Lets do basic photography experiment!!!

farewell note? =)

MH to passengers is just a flight code
MH to HQ, is Malaysian Hospitality
MH to me is the chapter I shared with a small UN Family
Here, with colleague, sir and madam..

Yes
We fight, we tease, irritates and annoys each other
We laughed, and share passion and stress together
Haha...
like any other families, we do not keep at heart
all words are just words, no apology needed..
Cos' everything is back to normal after six

Believe me, this is not goodbye, but a start to a new beginning..
To beautiful people, I hope we meet again in the next chapter…
To beautiful time, I hope it will be remembered...

I will be missing everything here,
Beautiful people, "scenes" and time together

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ps/ - any comment before the farewell?

Sharing

A pencil maker told the pencil 5 important lessons:

1.) Everything you do will always leave a mark

2.) You can always correct the mistakes you make

3.) What is important is what is inside of you

4.) In life, you will undergo painful sharpenings which will make you a better person

5.) To be the best pencil. you must allow yourself to be held and guided by the hand that holds you

Go ahead, there is no red sign

Its amazing to know how GPRS GPS helps drivers on road when the device actually TELLS human being where to go, which road to take and where the road heads to..

I asked the salesperson to demo and was amused by verbal instruction directing driver to turn right, make u-turn and calculating distance and estimated arrival time with the current speed....

Out of curiosity, I asked "What happen if there is a traffic light and its red, will the device ask me to stop?"

The salesperson smiled and trying to look for the right words and answered

"Sir, the device will not tell you to stop...But will you go when you see red?"

I laughed...something to ponder?

ps/- maybe that work the same in relationship...not to hurt others, eventhough the person did not stop you to do so... =)

Ugly Betty

The chance to see a girl’s ugly side is a privilege, especially on the first meet because you have seen the worst before you see the nice and sweet side of her. That way, you learn to appreciate and accept the way she is…

I had the chance to see a girl’s ugly side, so she claimed…
Well, the beauty part is she is full of philosophy and has her answer to everything…A good stranger to share your thoughts and gossiping…

Looking back

First,I thought she is a “HE” and my direct question “Are you a GAY?” No offend to gays but I prefer to be careful. Added to that, I have an assumption it was a guy by your name…Sorry! =P

Is this for real, or any of my friend is playing a joke…The first day we chat was when I at MAS KL for a meeting…and she said her office is nearby MH Office…I like, are you for real…Hahaha
Well, that all I can write now…Will add into the list when I remember anything

Ps/- im so free in the office…BORED!

Airplane

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)
Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now (wish right now, wish right now)


Yeah
I could use a dream or a genie or a wish
To go back to a place much simpler than this
Cause after all the partyin' and smashin' and crashin'
And all the glitz and the glam and the fashion
And all the pandemonium and all the madness
There comes a time where you fade to the blackness
And when you're staring at that phone in your lap
And you hoping but them people never call you back
But that's just how the story unfolds
You get another hand soon after you fold
And when your plans unravel
And they sayin' what would you wish for
If you had one chance
So airplane airplane sorry I'm late
I'm on my way so don't close that gate
If I don't make that then I'll switch my flight
And I'll be right back at it by the end of the night


Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars



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When they asked and my answer was...

Years ago when my teacher asked....

a. What is your ambitious?
I said, engineer, businessman and architect...It is obvious choice for a 12 years old,the famous choice that day was doctors, or architect, pilot, engineer, teacher, policeman, firefighter...and blablabla..
I wonder why doctor or any medic profession was not in the list...But then i figured out thatI cant stand listening to patients experience in operation theater/medical check up and to imagine how human bodies looks like, how painfull it is...I always run away from the conversation...Hahaha

b. Which subject do you like most?
I said, the easiest to score...I like maths but i always make careless mistake..
My next choice is English because I like cartoons! hahaha

Years ago i made a promise with a friend that i will not be in relationship untili get my first degree...And i had failed tremendously...Hahaha

ps/ - Looking back, i cant believe i was that innocent..hahaha

Pronto

Relationship to many Asia families always involve family member, one to get blessing from parents or even siblings...Maybe because we are very family oriented, the closeness is untill extended family when relatives usually meet during festive.

This topic came in after a story was publish http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/Merajukjodohdihalang/Article

I thought this only happen in movies...guess I was wrong

ps/- buat apa lah merajuk lama-lama..

half fiction

the evening was spent with an adorable girl, a friend, maybe? =P naaah, she is a good friend, emo'ish and smart...

she sent me a text asking if i will be free at night..

"where to," i asked...

"anywhere....a dinner maybe?"

"any occasion?"

"you are leaving...lets go out together before you leave..."

i left the office at 6, picked her from office and drove to mirdif city centre...
we settled at the foodcourt as strategic place to stay longer =) without psychologically be chasing away...

we talked almost about everything, her friends, at workplace, FOOTBALL, and SHOPPING...and finally to the first day we met...it was awkward that time, we were introduced by a friend and didnt talk much....but after the meeting, i found her blog and added her into my ym list....

we finally have to leave at 11 when the shops are closing...i offered to drive her home but she wanted to take taxi...walked her to the taxi stand and right before she went into the taxi she looked at me and said...

"dubai will not be the same without you here...i love you..."


ps/- so which is the fiction part?hahaha

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hany,

abang ad call to say sorry but i think u were sleeping

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comel tak?

Comelkan saya? =P

ps/ - suka dengan baby girl ni...

bafana bafana

good luck to bafana team and south africa for the world cup 2010.

hosting one of the world most famous game is an honour to the land, people and the region. hopefully the investment and hard work pays...

once again, enjoy world class football..

bafana bafana!!! =P

ps/- bafana is the south africa national team nickname....hahaha friends in south africa told me that! =)

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what happened last night was....

i was with 2 new friends who are here for a short training, both are from the ministry of federal territories and welfare (i think!)....

we went to the naif street cos they wanted to buy some "kain" for "raya" =) and they end up with few "sifons" that cost half the price in kl....and few shawls...

then we headed to jumeira walk to have dinner.....and while waiting the food, one of them asked a very random question...

"where is your girlfriend..."

ps/- need to position myself in the singles quadrant...hahaha

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The question above was left without an answer and i cant remember how that lead to a topic on 2 relationship terms created by the europeans...and we have concluded that:

a. open relationship is a term for couple who live together BUT they are free to date and see other people...there is no commitment involve, no string attach. we think reason why a guy/girl propose to be in an open relationship is because they cant be single and need someone as their social escort....

b. domestic partnership is unique, we were confused and first thought it is similar to marriage....BUT then we agreed that domestic partnership is couple who is in pre-marriage relationship....

So guys, please know and understand the word before you put anything on your social media profile...please do not make yourself look stupid in the virtual world

=)

ps/ - im getting good in pr.....hahaha

beauty

besides, beautiful girls...

i can see,
beautiful lies
beautiful jealousy
beautiful ignorance

though
the ugly come into the picture when...
someone will get hurt..

ps/- good, the question was straight to the point =)

short note

Allow me to quote a short note found on the web...

I am sorryI didn't meant to be like this
you don't have to ask my permission to go anywhere
I just want to know where did you go
I didn't meant to hurt you I'm just worried about you
because I love u......
very,very,very much....

I'm sorryto be like this coz I know is my fault
but now it was different we are not close as before so ......
damn... I miss you am I too cruel in loving u what can I do
damn I don't wanna to loose you
coz I love u
if you feel I am too cruel for you just leave me....but I just want you to know....
that I love u and I never gonna leave u whatever you have done to me...
coz I love uvery,very,very...... much

ps/- the girl must be lucky

blocked

I have been in aviation industry for almost 2 years and the years seems to end this June.

Aviation is an interesting industry and I can say, being part of the marketing team for Middle East, Africa and South America region is the most exciting stage in my career. The function is like on job MBA training, where I do planning and market analysis - benchmarking, quadrant analysis, data mining and processing, risk analysis, market projection, customer value proposition and mapping business action items to support management strategy.

Besides the "boring" paperwork, numbers and graphs the function has "forced" me to build my character and to adapt to different cultures and people where I need to coordinate with offices in different countries - UAE, Bahrain, Egypt, Oman, Kuwait, Qatar, Mauritius, Turkey, Lebanon, Saudi Arabia, South Africa and Argentina.

For all reasons mentioned above and few I decided to keep, I thank my current employee, management and colleague for their support and chance to be in the international corporate world.
I have learned a lot, I have changed a lot... 2 years in the industry has matured me personally and professionally.


ps/ - Others may have to wait at least 4-5 years after their first degree to have the same experience. I am excited with my next role in Malaysia...

roads...

many want the highways....faster...easier..





Slowdown there, highways are not everywhere...
There are times you will come across...




Bumpy roads...
Bumpy situation...







Please do not stop

But look for these...

Options, Alternatives....


Life is full of choices...
So make one =)

hiccups!

anyone knows why people always put wet tissue on the forehead when baby has hiccups?
doctors, scientists, parenting expert....any solid reason behind this? =)

i have had many hiccups in life...
there were time when i felt the world is not fair, people were discriminating and did not want me to get what i want. true, blaming others are the easiest way to ignore maturity!

there were time i felt i was on top of the world when everything happen as planned. i ignored people who helped, appreciate and thankful were not in the dictionary...

but then, i have changed the way i view life after a good or bad hiccup...

ps/- no wonder babies have hiccups...they are growing! =P
wish i wont stop hiccupping~ eerr i mean, growing
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Bench warmer football players..

How does it feel to be sub-line, warming the wooden bench watching team mates playing on the field...

How does it feel to failed help the team to score just because you are not in the coach's game plan...

I think, any football player will move, even to a smaller club..

Just to continue playing, 90 minutes in every game...

ps/- world cup fever is heating up, i bet span will win this year

off note...

“Bagaimana mencari lelaki yang sesuai untuk dijadikan teman hidup?” tanya Azura kepada rakan-rakannya, memulakan perbincangan pada petang yang amat panas itu. “Ha! Aku teringat nasib kakak aku. Sebelum kahwin teman lelakinya menjanjikan macam-macam. Dua tiga tahun lepas kahwin dah tak nampak batang hidung. Aku tak mahu kahwin, lelaki sekarang tak boleh pakai.” Lisa mengeluh dengan nada benci lelaki. “Ehh! Ada juga jenis yang balik ke rumah, tetapi hanya tonton TV, baca surat khabar dan merungut itu ini. Kalau lelaki macam itu jadi suami, memang lagi bagus tak balik rumah langsung!” Azlin mencelah, menghebatkan lagi analisa mereka tiga sekawan tentang lelaki.

“Issy! Takkan tak ada lelaki yang boleh dipercayai, penyayang, bertanggungjawab dan matang untuk kita jadikan teman hidup, untuk kita jadikan suami?” Azura kehairanan. “Ya, tentu ada. Akan tetapi jumlahnya sedikit dan sukar untuk ditemui. Kalau sekadar lelaki memang ada di sana sini. Namun lelaki yang memiliki ciri-ciri suami umpama yang awak cakap tu, susah nak cari.” Azlin menjelaskan hakikatnya. Lisa terus menyampuk: “Lagipun sambil kita mencari dan memilih, bagaimana kita hendak tahu selepas kahwin nanti dia akan OK, atau merudum kualitinya sebagai suami sekaligus lelaki?”

Saya agak yakin perbincangan atau persoalan di antara tiga sekawan di atas merupakan sesuatu yang lazim – atau setidak-tidaknya pernah – bermain-main di fikiran para pembaca sekalian. Iyya! Dalam rangka kita belajar menambah ilmu, dalam rangka kita beramal sebagai seorang muslimat, dalam rangka kita bercita-cita menjadi individu cemerlang, tentu kita juga merancang untuk mendirikan rumahtangga yang bahagia. Akan tetapi nisbah kebahagiaan rumahtangga mutakhir ini yang lebih condong kepada tidak bahagia dan penceraian menyebabkan ada di antara kita yang merasakan ia satu rancangan yang sukar untuk dicapai.

Namun saya yakin para pembaca sekalian bukanlah orang yang mudah berputus asa. Jangan mengeluh jangan merungut, sebaliknya berusahalah mencari ilmu tentang kehidupan berumahtangga. Ilmu ini bermula sejak awal, sejak langkah-langkah awal mencari pasangan yang sesuai. Berkenaan mencari pasangan ini, Rasulullah s.a.w. telah berpesan: Seorang wanita dinikahi kerana empat sebab: hartanya, keluarganya, kecantikannya dan agamanya. Maka pilihlah kerana agamanya, jika tidak kamu akan rugi. [Shahih al-Bukhari, no: 5090]

Meskipun hadis di atas ditujukan kepada lelaki tentang bagaimana hendak memilih calon isteri, ia juga boleh digunakan oleh wanita tentang bagaimana hendak memilih calon suami. Justeru berdasarkan hadis di atas, ciri yang perlu diberi prioriti ialah kadar dan nilai agama calon suami.

Mengukur Agama Seseorang?Senang dibaca dan senang disebut, tetapi tidak senang untuk dipraktikkan. Bagaimana hendak mengukur agama calon suami bagi menentukan dia benar-benar sesuai? Izinkan saya berkongsi beberapa tips pada kesempatan ini.

Agama calon suami tidak cukup sekadar Islam, tetapi hendaklah merupakan seorang muslim yang baik, yang shalih. Keshalihan tidak diukur dengan ibadah yang lazim umpama solat lima waktu dan puasa sebulan pada bulan Ramadhan sebab itu memang wajib. Namun ia diukur dengan ibadah yang sukar dilakukan, yang jarang-jarang dilakukan, yang dapat memberi isyarat tentang peranan calon apabila bergelar suami kelak.

Ibadah yang saya maksudkan ialah sikap calon suami terhadap ibubapanya, khasnya ibu. Jika anda mahukan suami yang boleh dipercayai, penyayang, bertanggungjawab dan matang, maka perhatikan sikap calon suami anda terhadap ahli keluarganya. Jika beliau merupakan orang yang dipercayai oleh ibubapanya, menyayangi lagi bertanggungjawab menjaga ibubapanya serta matang membuat keputusan yang melibatkan urusan keluarganya, maka semua itu merupakan isyarat yang amat kuat bahawa beliau juga akan menjadi suami yang bagus. Ini kerana berbuat baik kepada ibubapa merupakan ibadah yang amat tinggi nilainya, sekaligus menjadi alat pengukur yang tepat bagi kadar agama seseorang dan hubungannya dengan Allah s.w.t.. Rasulullah s.a.w. menekankan: Keredhaan Allah terletak pada keredhaan ibubapa manakala kemurkaan Allah terletak pada kemurkaan ibubapa. [Shahih Sunan al-Tirmizi, no: 1899] Dalam sebuah hadis lain: Seorang lelaki datang menemui Rasulullah s.a.w. dan bertanya: “Siapakah manusia yang paling berhak untuk aku layan dengan sebaik-baiknya?” Baginda menjawab: “Ibu kamu.” Dia bertanya lagi: “Kemudian siapa?” Baginda menjawab: “Ibu kamu.” Dia bertanya lagi: “Kemudian siapa?” Baginda menjawab: “Ibu kamu.” Dia bertanya lagi: “Kemudian siapa?” Baginda menjawab: “Ayah kamu.”[Shahih al-Bukhari, no: 5971]

Justeru di antara ibu dan bapa, calon suami hendaklah mengutamakan ibunya. Jika calon suami prihatin kepada ibunya, sentiasa sedia membantu ibunya, kerap berhubung dengan ibunya dan lazim mengeluarkan belanja untuk ibunya, bererti dia seorang anak yang shalih. Jika calon suami bersikap demikian terhadap ibunya, maka ia merupakan petanda yang besar bahawa beliau juga akan bersikap demikian kepada bakal isterinya.

Sebaliknya jika calon suami mengabaikan ibubapa, masih mengharapkan penjagaan ibubapa, kerap menderhakai mereka, maka dia seorang yang memiliki kadar agama yang rendah. Lebih buruk jika calon suami berani meninggikan suara kepada ibu tetapi tidak kepada ayah, bererti dia manusia yang memandang remeh kepada wanita. Lelaki seperti ini tidak patut dijadikan calon suami kerana terdapat kemungkinan yang amat besar dia juga akan bersikap seumpama terhadap bakal isteri dan keluarganya.

Mengukur Agama Sendiri.

Dalam rangka anda mengukur agama bakal suami, jangan lupa untuk mengukur agama diri sendiri. Di samping menjaga amal ibadah yang lazim umpama solat, puasa, membaca al-Qur’an, menutup aurat dan membatas interaksi dengan yang lelaki bukan mahram, jagalah juga hubungan anda dengan ibubapa. Berbuat baiklah kepada mereka, khasnya ibu. Berbuat baik bukan semata-mata untuk lulus penilaian calon suami tetapi sebagai ibadah kepada Allah s.w.t.


ps/ - got this from fatin, and sharing on my blog with all =)

10,000

if you just hopped in and reading the entry, you are helping me to reach 10,000 hits! yes!
10,000 hits ***

ps/- maybe i should have my own fan club, ***dreaming!
ps/- the baby is not mine =P

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**out of ideas

hi hi hi

the jack fruit story

it was a lovely day, a day full with malaysian food in dubai.

a. my boss bought butter scooth (wrong spelling, i know) for the morning's breakfast.
b. i bought manggo sweet and prawn roll for my colleague
c. the airport manager bought the jack fruit

and from there something funny happened...

the office boy as always has the duty to distribute food to all, and the last jack fruit came into the picture.

he gave to all, from the bosses and kulis...and after the round end, the office boy distrbute the boiled jack fruit seeds.

he offered to kak pah and me, she skipped and i took one...as i was about to put the seed into my mouth i looked at kak pah and asked....

"is this the seed from the eaten jack fruit?"

and kak pah just smiled and said " yes, but i dont know whose seed that you just ate..."

ps/ - maybe this is one of the team building activity...

from newspaper.... JOKE

There was a young couple who loved each other and planned to get married.They are scared to inform their parents thinking they might object their wishand decided to commit suicide.

Before committing suicide, they wrote a note explaining why they make the decision and applogize for the bold action.

And so, the next day the couple was found dead.

Their parents were shocked and went to the hospital to confirm the body of their children and read the notes left.

Suddenly they cried and the female's parents said "if only they could tell usand wait, they could be husband and wife..."

OK OK, it was not a joke from the way i write but

assumption is mother of srew up, and i think this is a joke

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i am back from the office from a week meeting in Kuala Lumpur.

last night flight from Kuala Lumpur to Dubai was delayed because a passenger took seat that was not hers and arguement took place.

the situation was fast recovered by the world's best cabin crew by diplomatically negotiate and reorganise passenger's seating.

well done, world's best cabin crew! ngeh!

ps/ - oohh i was the passenger on seat 31E =) haha

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i made a friend who reads mine blog anonymously
to the stranger, my schedule was really tight..

maybe we can meet up in july..
perhaps for a cup of coffee

ohh ohh,
i recomend you to proceed with your plan to come to dubai

leave me message date your planned date..
and i take my remaining annual leave..

urgh, im melting

the whole team had dinner hosted by concorde shah alam, it was buffet and i like food they have. now, the whole entry will be boring if i be writting about food and time the whole team had after a very tense meeting. So, i be writting about a girl who was the waitress at the restaurant. i do not know her, but one thing i cant forget is her smile with cute dimples.

gosh, for sure i was melting just to see her smile** thats it.

reflecting to the **instant crush i had, i just focus to one of the 4 principles to find a wife which is beauty. if im just chasing and choose a girl purely on beauty, i might end up with nobody as beauty is very subjective.

ps/- i do not lie, she is cute!

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i am thinking out loud to get engaged end of this year, IF i got a job in Malaysia.

Denied boarding +

Once forgotten, taken for granted

"People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life. A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever?"

Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave. A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master..."

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45 days to go...

Tiktok tiktok

Ps/ - is suppose to be on a 8hours flight to KUL for an interview. The company has bought ticket but had to decline due to work commitment here...hurmm maybe next time =)

typical

Nahh, not a racist entry, read through and you understand

I am a friend to many ladies, married, single, once married and others and to my surprise they “talk” about man in my presence. Its either they accept me as their ears (listening terminal) or they think I’m a gay (which is not true!) and not to my surprise I always hear the “typical malay guy” sentence.

Most of them generalize “typical malay guy” to be possessive, indecisive, and have I am always right attitude in relationship.

To my immature experience the generalization was being portrayed because:

1. They ladies have not experience be in relationship with other nationals or race and generalise their partner to be “typical malay guy”.

2. Their assumption come from “typical malay girl” who will not satisfy no to matter what the “typical malay guy” does.

3. Influenced by acted romance in Hollywood and Bollywood screens.

But, few points I must agree with the “typical malay guy” syndrome, as we intend to:

1. Control our partner because we are too passionate with our partner

2. Think that other “typical malay guy” will snatch her away

3. Take things for granted

So to all “typical malay guy” and “typical malay girl” lets try to improve and accept each other, the way they are.

Cheers,

Adik, for you! =P

long distance relationship

From single's point of view...


Distance is always see as taboo in relationship, mostly for youngster like me who has trust and truthful issue. Insecurity and external noise are 2 famous break up reasons for distance couples. I feel and understand how a person feels to be apart from loved one but my life in Dubai has opened a small snapshot about distance relationship for expats who are working abroad just to support family back home.

Majority populations in Dubai are from the South Asia countries like Pakistan, India and Philippines and most of them are single in Dubai. They scarify time with family to be away and earn a bit more and provide better living in own country.

However, not to ignore a bunch of people who get excited with new culture and forgets promises made before landed into the land of “dream”. Irony, expats from India and Pakistan are mostly male and from Philippines are female and because of the unique default match making condition, we can see “mix” marriage.

See, distance relationship is hard, no doubt but once a couple has gone through a distance relationship, they can manage their marriage no matter how the situation will be, God’s will..
So to long distance couple out there, trust your partner, ignore extra noise from other guys and girls.. write to each other, share a blog, emails, facebooking…well, just a suggestion

Someone actually told me that marriage is not merely on love, it is more on partnership… And I started to believe that

Ps/ - Adamaya episode 16 and 17, umrph

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Prove me wrong,
Prove me wrong that I am not arrogant or prove me wrong I did no sin
Prove me wrong that sun rises every morning and sets every evening
Prove me wrong that ocean as an end, prove me wrong that Santa does not exist
Just prove me wrong when I said

I did not know how you feel and better for us to be friends

Ps/ - They have their say and I cant stop to listen

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Adik,
Dont be selfish =)

in bahasa

sesungguhnya bahasa ibunda itu indah,
dan kerana itu kali ini ia dalam bahasa kita....

logikal tiada ruang dalam perhubungan
kerana logikal gagal, di tawan rasa
maka tiadalah pertimbangan
dan semua yang berlaku di luar kawalan

satu pagi tertanya
apa lagi yang di kejar
apa yang di kendung
mampukah pertahankan logika
dalam semua situasi

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Officially, Ad hanyalah ada seorang adik perempuan...muhahaha tapi saja lah kan gatal nak kumpul adik perempuan lagi....so gambar di atas adalah adik-adik perempuan tak rasmi...hahaha
owh owh 2 dah berpunya, sorang je solo...

nak detail boleh tinggalkan komen...

hahahahaha, kalau yall baca ni, abg ad wat free promotion...nanti semua akan berterima kasih juga!!

hahaha

worth sharing

A boat docked in a tiny Mexican fishing village. A tourist complimented the local fishermen on the quality of their fish and asked how long it took him to catch them. "Not very long." they answered in unison. "Why didn't you stay out longer and catch more?" The fishermen explained that their small catches were sufficient to meet their needs and those of their families. "But what do you do with the rest of your time?" "We sleep late, fish a little, play with our children, and take siestas with our wives. In the evenings, we go into the village to see our friends, have a few drinks, play the guitar, and sing a few songs. We have a full life. The tourist interrupted, "I have an MBA from Harvard and I can help you! You should start by fishing longer every day. You can then sell the extra fish you catch. With the extra revenue, you can buy a bigger boat." "And after that?" "With the extra money the larger boat will bring, you can buy a second one and a third one and so on until you have an entire fleet of trawlers. Instead of selling your fish to a middle man, you can then negotiate directly with the processing plants and maybe even open your own plant. You can then leave this little village and move to Mexico Cit y , Los Angeles , or even New York City ! [ From there you can direct your huge new enterprise." "How long would that take?" <> "Twenty, perhaps twenty-five years." replied the tourist. "And after that?" "Afterwards? Well my friend, that's when it gets really interesting, " answered the tourist, laughing. "When your business gets really big, you can start buying and selling stocks and make millions!" "Millions? Really? And after that?" asked the fishermen. "After that you'll be able to retire, live in a tiny village near the coast, sleep late, play with your children, catch a few fish, take a siesta with your wife and spend your evenings drinking and enjoying your friends." "With all due respect sir, but that's exactly what we are doing now. So what's the point wasting twenty-five years?" asked the Mexicans. And the moral of this story is: Know where you're going in life.... you may already be there!!

adamaya

i am following adamaya series on youtube, and the only reason i can wait until the video to complete downloading is the actress... i like actor/actress who has spontaneous facial expression, real expression even though they were being filmed...

i am now at episode 4, part1.. the series has taught me that female can make themselves to learn to love someone... =)

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old varsity

After a week long survive (hahaha right!!) with fastfood, burgers, fried chicken, cheese and soda, i finally have the "i had enough junk food and my body cant take anymore" symptom... i had a bad headache, and exhausted..

Guess, this is what I got for excuses i gave not to exercise...

Someone actually suggested to have a healthy lifestyle...define that please... =P hahaha

Short entry for now... =)

Friends

There are no Joey, Rachel, Monica, Phoebe, Chandler and Ross... Phewh!
But there were Addie, Ravin, Remi, Leman, Fatin, Akmar, Adrena, Atirah, Iza and Sarah, ten people who started their young adult chapter, lived independently away from home, away from parents...

Addie, Ravin and Leman was my schoolmates back in EC, Johor Bahru. I did not know they were in the same University until we met on the registration day.
Addie was my housemate during my Alpha year (Pre-U)... A friend who always there to wake me up for Subuh prayers and remind me all 5 prayers time... thank you bro!
I still remember the day we celebrated Ravin's birthday... It was the best birthday prank mastermind by me with the help from Addie and Atirah... Ravin was showered with 2kgs of flour, and a piece of chocolate cake. Cool!
Leman was living in his own world...Hahaha, my generalisation that Engineering students are boring came from him...Hahaha

Remi was known for his art talent with montage, video clips and it knowledge. He was one of the committee member to the first program I was involved as MMU student, the program anak angkat in Pontian, Johor Bahru. It end up, Addie, Remi and myself were siblings angkat, anak angkat to the penghulu kampung...

Atirah, Iza and Sarah were housemates....Their house was 2 houses away from mine...
Atirah was my bestfriend, enemy, partner in crime, study partner and...She is good in calculation and numbers which I was not at that time...so she helped me a lot with my maths, graphs, formulas...Gosh! Now I wonder how you can tolerate and comprise with me for 4 torturing years... Hahaha

Sarah is from Terengganu.. She is in Korea with beloved husband...I did not go to the weddings, just a phone call wished her "Selamat pengantin baru"...

Iza is missing in action~ huhuhu where are you? hello?

Adrena, Akmar, Fatin are 3 cheerful, "poyo", sporting and intelligent young ladies...Adrena is the entertainer with her spontaneous character. Akmar is the strict and strong eldest sister and Fatin is the perempuan melayu terakhir lady, mother like..Hahahaha

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somethin bout the way
somethin bout the way you look
in my eyes
you make everything so damn easy
so easy that i dont got to worry bout a thing

and baby when we touch
all i can see is the image of us
sitting by the ocean
just before the dusk
sippin on a juice box and
sand between our toes

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we have our first kiss
but this ain't a movie
i know you cant come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

just tell me you dont love me
tell me you dont feel the same way that i do
tell me i dont make you smile
like i do when you walk in the room
you're so hard to let go

this is the part when we say were in love
and the part where we say it's forever
but this ain't a fantasy
i know you can't come with me
you got your life
he better be treatin you right

this hurts so much to know that you're
with someone else when you should be w me
its just hard to accept that i cant be around
he better be treatin you good
i'm no einstein but i know a sign
when i see one
and i know you love me too

its the hardest thing

i tried to be classic,
but i dont like black and white pictures
i tried to be contemporary,
i cant match colours like they do
i tried to be jazzy,
seems, notes aren’t friendly like we think

i tried to be me,
simply me...
and the world revolve around
now i know,

so i stop the classico adlil
or contemporary Zen
no, not jazz...
but just me..

=)

i am emotionally exhausted...

a. i have successfully 'goreng' in the interview... the interviewers didnt drill me that much but provoked with many questions at a time..hahaha lucky i controlled the situation...provocation failed there =)

b. im tired to play any game...lets see it through....just

c. im tired to be in a maze, long enough till its suffocate

d. can i be invisible, so you dont see me here?

p/s- looking foward to settle in Malaysia...hahaha

go away!

the worst thing to happen before any interview is to feel intimidated and feel not good enough for the post...

urghh! i thought i have pass that stage but i was wrong...

here goes....

p/s - hany terima kasih memilihkan warna tie..hahaha

my dad saved me

its not secret anymore that i went out with a lot of girls, just a normal hangout to cinema, coffee shop, shopping malls, nothing less nothing more...

and i always ask one question to them

will you go out with me, if i didnt decide to work overseas and stayed at the stage i was before...

most of them, just smile and remain silent...

so is it a yes or no? =)

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i have an interview tomorrow, hopefully i'll get it..

my first serious interview...for a serious post...

i informed my dad about the interview and he sees its a good oppurtunity to be a corporate man...hurrmm so do i need to change and be more sophisticated...

hope not, i prefer simple....like mamak stall not starbucks~

for this reason, i thanked my dad who saved my career...hahaha no wonder he is the HR Director in his company....

thank you ayah!

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what it takes to be with you?

its complicated

I watched its complicated, unplanned but it was pleasant.

The movie has few points to ponder:
a. complicated relationship needs relieve time without other's influence
b. however, decision may effects others
c. family members usually has a say in almost asia families, but not the westerners
d. its not always good idea to go back to ex
e. ex couples, usually has the same feelings even after the break ups

p/s - what do you want?

Always...

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

p/s- how many times you realise you miss someone after the person is gone..

translator or weather man

Translator to Weather Man
One try to translate language from his own kind
The other try to communicate with mother nature.

Who has a tougher task, the translator or the weather man?

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Sand Storm, Rain Drop

Its like lining of gold falls from above
Cause fake illusion in life,
Proud with stall of glasses and concrete or steel horse that runs

Can I pause.
Im waiting raindrops

i have to say

i like to see you smile

=)

wonder where will the bottle go from jumeirah beach...

Please do not take the entry seriously =)

I don’t need to pretend anymore

If only I knew its easy to let go, I won’t waste a year to forget,
Nor to feel lost without shadow of yours.
Read all ur texts when I missed your words
Bought the same shampoo when I missed smell of your hair
Look at the moon, hoping you do the same when I missed time we had together

But now, after years past
After so many people came and left
Im scared to let go everything easily

I just miss to be miserably crazy over a girl.

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Final call home
3 years in transit a flight away from home is coming to an end. Hopefully 2010 summer is the last summer here..
I will not be seeing people pray besides the highway because my people prefer to stop at small madrasah or mosque along the highway for prayers.
I will not be seeing the biggest mall, the tallest building, the most luxury horse race, the only 7 stars hotels, hot wheels; cayenne, maserati, porche, ferrari instead there be a lot of protons and perodua. Maybe vios?
Waiting for the boarding pass…

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I don’t know what makes me decide to go home
A visit to Mekah will end my Middle East chapter..
=)

movies~

i watched 3 movies on my way back to dubai from johannesburg..

500 days of summer (not a love story and I didnt really get what was the story all about)..., bandslam (just because Vanessa Hudgens was in) and Frost (my favourite, to see a player changed after his childhood sweetheart is engaged...)

I'm not good with words...

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i had the whole cinema hall to myself tonight, actually i didnt expect the room to be empty and only left myself alone...dear john suppose to be a romantic story from bestselling novel...well maybe they didnt read the book before... =)

savannah in the movie is beautiful, same as how i pictured her to be...
john, as loyal as he is in the novel..

I like the movie until 9/11 scene was in the picture and it somehow disturbed me with the big sam propaganda.... =)

no offense, but its better not to have the scene...it was never in the novel, not that i can remember...

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teka

cuba teka siapa telah berkata-kata dialog di bawah

"dah memang patut jadi bapa budak dah..."

kalau betul, anda memang hebat!

like this part

"And I love you. Things need to change. We both need to change. Mostly, I think, we need to get back to being good to each other. What were those vows we took? I meant them when I said them. I think you did, too. We just lost them along the way. Love, honour, cherish, respect. I want to get them back."

from "The girl next door...."by Elizabeth Noble

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If you are lost and you need to choose animal (s) to be with you, assist/follow/show you the way out...What will you choose?

Well, I chose an eagle and a deer... =)

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What come after t is special, dont let the t drop~

The painting job

one, 2, 3, four~

Tired of counting endless sheeps, I got off the bed and wrote these craps..

List as below =)

1. Still think, becoming VIP is still the proper term to use. Or not?
2. Had a confusing morning chat or more to texting?
3. Venus can be a good drama director, or an actress? =P Don’t get offended ya!
4. Ohh Wednesday, ohh Thursday…
5. Chilled at Chillis, I was craving for chicken wings…
6. Now you are here, now you are not…Recall chipsmore advert? Anyone?
7. Lets have a normal conversation, please
8. Going home (short trip on the 4th week of April), arriving KUL on Saturday..
Wait me at the KLIA?
9. O Town, all or nothing was played in Chillis… followed by like a rose by Westlife
10. What is engagement?
11. Adik, where is our karaoke song list?
12. No iphone, no more blackberry for you... Stick to the cheap phone, at least no one gonna take that from you...muhahaha!! Thou iphone at virgin is.....NICCEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee
13. I read your note two..
14. Taj Mahal?
15. Need Thai massage..
16. Need new shoes...
17. Need to stop here =P
18. MH 161 is transit in Karachi =P

hey, happy birthday March babies

happy birthday tho u chose to celebrate in the office doing work! haha

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To whom it may concern,

Didnt mean to ignore, just to put some space there...
Lets kill all confusion

I got your point from the last chat
You be okay there...

p/s - im not kidding, hate me please =)
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planning a come back
soon

u got it bad

Baby how am I supposed to trust you when you can't tell your friends that I'm your boo.

Do anything for you, show you that my love is true, how long's it gonna take for me to pursue?

Coz I knew it from the start all I wanted was your heart, if there's one fear that I have it's us being apart.

Don't you try and hide the feelings that you have inside, i'm not here to make you cry, it's your choice now you decide.

If lovin you was a crime tell me would you press charges? Put up a barricade or would you lead me where your heart is?

Wanna know your feelings now before we get started, like Black Eyed Peas you got me goin retarted.

We startin on the phone talkin' every single night, everything seemed alright before we had our first fight.

You would reject all my calls and not reply to my text, some would say I was obssessed you put a bullet through my chest.

That night I couldn't sleep my mind was runnin' with thoughts, where you were, who you were with, i've never felt so distraught.

I'd never felt so unwanted so from that day on, I locked my heart and threw the key I started writin you this song.

My emotions filled the ocean was it love or was it hate, my consecration now erased my heart begins to disinflate.

source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-E8G0b_MKfM

signs

[GENERAL INFO]

guys will justgo away for these reasons:

1. You said, "its hard for me to be far from him..."
2. I dont know, and Im not sure answer
3. You were happy when he called...
4. Abusive conversation with "why" questions...should you know all the reasons behind?
5. Lies

To be continued...Hahaha

p/s- strictly for general info only

my name is tom!

26 this year, after all this while i still believe (or pretend) being 25 this year...owh how i wish the number stay at 25...

p/s - good news is, i still have 270 days to be 26 and 360 days more being 26...still young!

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I heard and seen enough

Think about it, "Life is fair, people are not..." so stop blaming life

p/s - naahh, im not blaming

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Sharing....

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"
I just did......

glen

maybe i dont know what i want

yes,

maybe im too young to know what i want
cos, i dont know what will happen..

p/s - still admiring prosperous view from the window...

life crisis everyone, =) muhahaha

Prosperous Istanbul

Set free something you love as love is not an ownership. It is a common idialic philosophy in Hollywood movies, or in teenagers love novels, but it takes courage to just do and be as it is.
I had let many bypasses, left when it just hurt my half. Many didn’t confront their feelings but I know from their eyes, few cried unwillingly when distance was part of the condition, there were situation when people changed but hey, it is not pointing fingers game, not blaming anyone. Maybe the time has yet to come to slow things down, though I promised not to waste more time.

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I have been thinking to change career due to many reasons, and I keep my options to three:

a. wanting to go home, start my base there and venture out when there is opportunity in future. It may supplement my August plan, to manage and let things run and MBA part time plan. Yet, is there anything for me back there?

b. wanting to change workplace and stay working abroad. It’s not because of the glamorous status, anywhere what is so glamour living as second class citizen in the working class community. Example, it’s like working class in Turkey, who waits busses or ferry to commute, or walking down the street, surviving with high cost of living with taxes, utility expenses and stiff competitions. A Turkish friend commented that life in Malaysia is easy, I was shocked at first but agreed to his statement after few conversation. A normal middle class family in Malaysia still can afford a nice place to live, nice car to drive, a maid to clean the house and send children to private tuition after school.

c. to remain and stay as it is. It is my last wish as Im getting bored with thing Im doing. Bit a bit, im getting frustrated, what I want is, I want more responsibility….I know I am able to do so…

Which one to choose?
Let me tell you, I don’t knowI don’t know how future will beI don’t know where I be end up in the next 2 yearsI don’t know what I be doing in the next 2 years
What I know is, I don’t want to regret decision I make today..

p/s – admiring prosperous view....

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Turkey, oh Turkey
Lets bid goodbye… =)

bumpy ride, toin toing

i was entertained by figures and analysis...well that is a fact...

to have assumption, to prove the assumption is correct, to had figure out the concrete basis...no, no i wont trade anything for this...

God, thank you...i really need a new toy to play...

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lets get to know a lawyer week..

i have the opportunity to flirt chat / know a lawyer...intesresting to see how a lawyer view things....how they get excited when they won a case and feel down when everything is against them....

to me lawyer is like a story teller, difference is they make themselves a hero or a victim in the story...thats' all! =) hahaha

to the lawyer, its ok to loose a case...once a while

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istanbul then beirut
yeh, a chance to visit beirut
and meet my pet sister there...

p/s - i have a lebanese pet sister...single, and pretty! hahaha anyone?

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a hahh, caught you, well i think it was you...
or if it wasnt you...

let me welcome a blog reader from india~ =)

p/s- how is india?

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i might be bz next week...
or next couple of weeks..
but i promise to call you...

just miscall when you are back =)

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migrain again?, 2 mugs of coffee..
nice~

hati dua

cuba untuk tulis tentang ni
tak boleh, macam mana?
hany tukar topik!
kenapa yer, macam kabur nak tulis apa..

=) mungkin penat

oh, dia hilang~

hati

*random topic from hany...now~

hati

fullstop, dapat?

instinct, just instinct...

sensitive is not moody..
sensitive is aware of any changes and to adopt well =)

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having said, i changed the blog layout after a chat with hany...its just instinct things will happen this way, so let it be...

certain rules are not meant to be broken...and that definitely refers to ego rules by ad.. =)

p/s - still thankful to know now than later =)

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above is one of my instinct that will happen to me...the next is still wait to see, but strongly i feel and started to believe dubai is just a transit, and people usually wont stay long in transition....

p/s- going to turkey on 18 - 20 feb.... =) simply turkey

wishing well..

my wishes are:


1. More movies like sepet, sepi, gubra in Malaysia, not because Im like soooo much sharifah armani acting...but the movies are good =P
2. Money was not being invented / created....many life were taken because of greediness..
3. Men and women are from earth...can we understand each other without special ability like mind reading needed.
4. Last but not least, I wished not to sleep the whole day today...counting sheep..

im an actor,

Live is a big stage with unlimited audience, if actor is not limiting the horizon.

It has beauty in script that words are out from the actor’s heart, how he feels; anger, frustration, happy, misery (name them all) for all reasons it can be. The feelings are like icing on a cake, add flavours to life’s routine.

On that basis, I am an actor in my stage surrounded by names I will not mention here. They know who they are.

There are 3 different episodes, first is the working life drama where people claim myself as heartless, direct, not a bullshit taker, robot?. The next episode is the non office hours storyline, and the actor is trying to be a good son, a not too garang eldest brother (seriously im not), great friend and useful citizen. The last episode is when the actor need to be alone, to reflect his life, the present, past and future.

The love episode is still pending for script to be approved by the censorship authority.

life is not just black and white

life is not just black and white
you see when you walk along the street
still not sure?

how about on one fine day...
say hello to a stranger and listen to his story...
do not stop when he tells or talk when he pause

let him, until he stops
to the chapter that not to be disclosed...
not a single soul to know
as he had promised not to scare a wasted heart
that bag for forgiveness

it’s the sign to leave when his tears drop
so you leave and let he be alone
for all his know, he lost her

don your jacket,
don’t look back..
one day you will understand,
when you read the chapter, perhaps one day if he wants to share

p/s- i know