Siapa kata Hitam itu indah?

Pernah aku duduk di sudut itu,
Tidak berlampu, sinar suria disekat
Disitulah, kegelapan melekat gelap,
Hingga bayang takut mengikuti setiap langkah,

Siapa kata hitam itu indah,
Aku melihat kehitaman, kegelapan, kesesatan,
Di mana sifat munafik, menindas, membohong, mengambil kesempatan
Bagai pelangi hitam, bagai gerimis menyimbah,
Setiap sudut bagai kebasahan

Mungkin itu,
Ramai yang dahagakan nota kertas,
Sanggup membesarkan wilayah kegelapan,
Di mana ada kesempatan, di mana ada peluang,
Maka perang dengan kemunafikan bermula,

p/s - terlalu banyak con artist, buatku termuntah!

Perempuan CHANTEK!

Teringat suatu hari, sahabat ada menegur

"Lil, skang ni ramai betul hiasan dunia yang cantik-cantik.. mana datang ntah.."
"Hiasan dunia? You mean cars, houses ke?"
"Bukan, tapi perempuan.. Cuba tengok di FB ramai yang comel-comel.. Buatkan yang single like me confuse!.. Tanda akhir zaman.."
"Itulah.."

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


Chantek itu budi bahasa
Chantek itu cukup kain pemakaiannya
Chantek itu, bagi aku adalah kamu,
Sungguh hiasan dunia yang sempurna

Chantek dari kamu adalah kesabaran
Kerna aku mungkin tersasar amarah
Chantek dari kamu adalah kefahaman
Kerna aku mungkin membusut perasaan
Chantek dari kamu adalah kesempurnaan
Kerna bagi aku yang banyak kekurangan

Chantek!

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Bermain catur di pentas dunia

Aku membaca mana letaknya tangan itu
Kelipan mata, garisan muka
Menggelengkah atau mengangguk
Kerna bahasa itu mampu bercerita
Tidak membohongi seperti kata lidah

Manusia bermain wayang,
Bukan anugerah piala tahunan jadi taruhan
Tapi beras, roti dan lauk di dalam saji
Ada juga memanjat tangga masyarakat
Menjadi garis panduan baju kerlipan,
Kasut berjenama, sanggul cantik kulit menawan
Ahh, mungkin dikaburi mata
Dengan status, pujian, penghormatan berlebihan
Di sini madam, Di sana Sir
Hingga jalan mendabik dada

Menarik

Di kala cinta membuai

Bagai bunga tamar,
Permulaan suatu kemanisan,
Penyembuh kelukaan,
Di tengah kekudusan padang pasir

Manisan itu di dalam,
Sempurna diselimuti kekeringan,
Bertanya sekali,
Manakan ketahui isinya,
Setelah melihat luar yang berlainan

Syukur,
Ku temui tamar manis

H.J.

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


Mencuba bertahan
Di atas tulisan daun luruh,
Berdakwatkan dahan
Sengaja mahu kekal
Katanya hingga akhir rasa

Bila untung terhakis
Bagai ombak mendesah pasir-pasir
Bergerak sedikit, berubah wajah,
Daun hanya daun,
Hijau ke kuning, mati kekeringan

Ku berharap yang terakhir..

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


Satu dua tiga,
Aku berkira kali rambut kau belai,
Satu dua tiga lagi,
Nampaknya kau tidak senang duduk,
Adakah getarnya kau rasa juga,
Kerna aku telah denganmu,
Apakah, kita berasa bersama..

Mini Cooper Sssssimply Sssssexy!

Half day was spent in few different car showrooms, from Mazda; a sexy Japanese car (dislike the uncomfortable seats) to Nissan, a macho Japenese machine (no for the oldschool design), then Hyundai, an elegant Korean babes (no for the unsuccessful wannabe luxury car interior design), and last my favourite continental beauty, the Peugeot for their extremely sexy CRZ (if only I print the RINGGIT)..

We then headed to 2 used carshops that were besides each other, and there we saw MINI COOPER SSS with turbo and fairlady.. Both have attitude from design, performance and class..

The car showrooms tour cannot be repeated too often, soooo teruja!

Dewasa!

Cinta itu perasa,

Rasa itu unik,

Unik itu tidak terusik,

Namun bagaiman perasa yang unik terus tidak terusik?

Disana, dia bersedih,

Bila perasa bercampur,

Antara keunikkan dan keraguan,

Mungkin curiga? Bila percaya hilang..

Jadi apa resepi ini?

p/s - suka sangat bercinta lepas kawin =)

Awal pagi (2am)

Lagu cinta bermain, biarkan tiada henti,

Labuh malam berikan kesunyian yang pernah datang,

Cepat, ditutupi mata, bersyukur segalanya

Yang luka, disembuh

Yang dibenci, menyintai

Yang amarah, mengasihi

Mungkin masa dulu hanya buaian pencarian

Titik permulaan bukannya titik akhir

Bersyukur,

Segala doa dalam sujud di dengari,

Dimuliakan cinta dengan ikatan suci,

Direstui hubungan dengan pernikahan

Di depan kaabah aku berniat, dahulu

Nanti, empat puluh hari aku kan kembali

Memenuhi niat tertanam dahulu

Namun doaku tidakkan putus,

Mohonnya, kesolehan dan kedamaian

Buat yang ada, dan akan datang,

Insyaallah

Bila cemburu

Malam ini berlalu dua

Esok tiga harapnya berakhir

Rindunya, tiada semua

Taknaklah merajuk lama-lama

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Kalau buah rambutan tu merah,

Tak semestinya maniskan

Kalau epal tu hijau

Tak semestinya masam

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Nahhh im not bragging... =P

Old picture =P

http://www.khaleejtimes.com/DisplayArticleNew.asp?xfile=/data/theuae/2010/February/theuae_February45.xml&section=theuae

Sebuah perkenalan

Permulaannya bagaikan di pentas, dimana sutradara bermain dengan kata-kata dikarang, itulah pementasan dunia. Hati gadis mana tidak diratah perasaan suka bagai di awangan jika garisan puitis kata di beri. Mungkin itu dirasai Fie, gadis riang yang dulunya tidak percayakan cinta lelaki. Hidupnya dulu di penuhi dengan kehijauan alam semulajadi, hujung minggu dihabiskan dengan mendaki bukit, tidakpun dia akan ke hutan simpan atau ke anak sungai. Pada satu ketika keasyikannya menyendiri membuatnya di sindir “orang hutan” dengan rakan-rakannya.

Bukan niatnya ingin bersembunyi tetapi dia bagaikan bingit dengan kesibukan kota, rimas dengan alunan kasar kebendaan warga di kota. Rakannya berebut-rebut menunjuk itu ini, siapa yang akan memperaga jenama terkenal, fesyen terkini, gajet termoden. Baginya semuanya tidak perlu dibalik kehijauan dunia. Dia tenang dan itu yang penting.

Dan ketika Adam hadir, itu yang di harapnya, agar ada seseorang dia boleh menumpang minat. Jika dahulu dia seorang mendaki bukit, meredah anak sungai, merayap di hutan simpan, dia hanya mahukan Adam berada di sampingnya. Fie mahu melihat matahari terbit dari Bukit di Melawati bersama, atau teman ketika berkhemah di tengah hutan.

Pada mulanya, itulah yang dijanjikan oleh Adam, di awal perkenalan di siapkan “resume” diri untuk menambat hati gadis idamannya. Kata-kata pujian di selit dengan harapan yangmereka akan bersama hingga ke akhirnya. Di balik awan-awan perkenalan sebalik kemesraan, sedari tidak Adam mula mengawal pergerakkan Fie.

Sudahnya lama-kelamaan, denai tinggalan Fie di dalam hutan mula diselaputi pohon, keladak tanah di anak sungai mula hilang dan pasir terhakis perlahan-lahan. Kehidupannya kini ditengelami arus kesibukan manusia di kota, dulunya pohon kayu sekarang dia hanya berteduh panas di balik tembok konkrit.

Jiwanya memberontak, lain yang di harap lain yang jadinya. Kadang-kala dirasa dirinya hilang pabila bersama Adam. Semakin dia bersama Adam, semakin dia rasa terasing. Akhirnya dia pasrah, Fie solat tahajjud dan memohon pada Pencipta agar diberikan jalan yang terbaik…

Masking phlegmatic

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

With the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful..

I would like to recommend read the Personality Plus by Florence Littauer (ISBN 1-85424-509-0).

The book brief 4 personality type;

Choleric: This is the commander-type. Cholerics are dominant, strong, decisive, stubborn and even arrogant.

Melancholy: This is the mental-type. Their typical behaviour involves thinking, assessing, making lists, evaluating the positives and negatives, and general analysis of facts.

Sanguine: This is the social-type. They enjoy fun, socialising, chatting, telling stories - and are fond of promising the world, because that's the friendly thing to do.

Phlegmatic: This is the flat-type. They are easy going, laid back, nonchalant, unexcitable and relaxed. Desiring a peaceful environment above all else.

Positive and negative for each traits are;

• A Choleric is focused on getting things done, but can run rough-shod over others. They are decisive and stubborn.
• A Melancholy is a highly talented person, they have brilliant ideas, although sometimes they can paralyze themselves with over-analysis. Lists and "doing things the right way" are characteristics of this personality type.
• A Sanguine gets on well with people and can get others excited about issues, but cannot always be relied upon to get things done. They love interacting with others and play the role of the entertainer in group interactions. They have a tendency to over-promise and under-deliver.
• A Phlegmatic is neutral - they tend not to actively upset people, but their indifference may frustrate people. They try not to make decisions, and generally go for the status quo. They care about people and harmony.

Source: wikipedia

Sales + Sold !!

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

With the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful..

I am clueless when come to close deals.. To me, everybody can sell, as long as the person has courage to speak and talent to sweeten words.. But to close a deal needs more than words, that needs skills and luck..

It happened twice to me, where I failed to close deal with very potential client.. I flop in the last stage, clueless and let the opportunity passed by.. I cant find the right word to hint closing the deal, I failed to read client's body language to determine is it a YES or NO.. True, a lot more to learn...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

lesson learnt

Do not send freak text to ex that will hold back to past..

Before above situation happen, do not put much drama and crap into the relationship

By the way, love is enough if that is appreciated..

Happy...

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم

With the name of Allah, the most gracious, the most merciful..

There were time I felt lost because I did not thank Him. I keep on sabotaging myself by comparing the life I had in Middle East to now, both financially and freedom. My doubt, unhappiness and unthankful had slowdown my pace.

Alhamdulillah, when I was in midst of losing myself, in doubt of my capability, God has enlightened me in many ways.. He showed me options when I was stuck, He killed my doubt by inspirational stories people shared, both strangers and friends and most of all, He allowed me to think and act rationally.

I prayed to him, and He had answered..

First answer:

I met group of my respectful dad's friends, professionals in Middle East. It was a common session where we talked about current nation's development from politics, to economy, sosio-culture and last business. And comparison between Malaysia and Middle East was discussed. There are pro and cons living in Malaysia and living abroad, Middle East as reported in Media is still in unrest environment after revolution movement in few Middle Eastern countries, depreciated Middle Eastern currency as compared to Malaysian Ringgit due to pegging to USD and higher unemployment and inflation rate. Malaysia otherwise is still considered home by them except to few politics development which I will not discuss any further.

At the end of the session, one of the them approached me and politely suggested me to explore golf tourism market, with fact Korean and Japense travel to Malaysia to play golf.

Second answer:

I had a break fast reunion at Al Rawsha with my fellow MMU friends, my first meeting after graduated in 2006. Apparently one of them own a travel agency and does inbound and outbound traffic. We had a casual talk about tourism, golf tourism, local industry trend and suggested to list properties in my hand with them.

I thank Allah..

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I realise I need positive energy from surrounding,

And it is not fair if I do not contribute but to take,

I try to write positively,

So we can share positive energy,

Be inspired, push forward and never look back

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

To be an entrepreneur,

I have to be strong,

Mentally and physically,

Insyaallah

am too old for this

Still - no idea to write..

Am I getting old? =)

Holiday Homes Malaysia

Communication pack can be downloaded from link below..

http://hotfile.com/dl/120121851/c4eafe0/holidayhomes.com.my.pdf.html

Credit to few of my trusted friends to share everything in business world... hahaha yall memang best!

Please spread the message to all your friends..

Adios amigos!
Adlil

Perception

I sent email to few friends, to seek their advice before I went this far.. And a friend said, "preparing for the day is stressful, you need to plan with your partner, her family and your family... My advice, do not loose your temper.."

I must say, I almost loose it yesterday.. But it is not about collaborating... just something happened and in my view the situation was not necessary...

Anyway, I managed my anger in good way.. Yeay! I've grown up! Hahaha

Reasons..

Selling of D'Kediaman business
Selling of Puteh Laundry business
Focus on homestay and do marketing to 7 countries
Were company's cash control game plan

Just about I'm signing the Puteh Laundry deal
The last message received was bad
It was not as expected
And right now Im panicking
Just about I have my strength, that happened and tear them apart

For that reason I need my ego
To be calm and collected
To remain resilient and tactful
I need a new game plan, and I need that fast

Maybe,
The Laundry needs me to turn around the business
Before was miss managed by business partner
The money didn't "reach" the bank account

Everything happened for a reason
I accept everything that had happened
And want to move on


ps/- no regrets, i will never regret anything i do, that's a promise, and that's an ego i would like to keep

Insyaallah

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

I need a staff at the Laundry Shop..
Know anybody? =)

after a long..

Final goodbye in disguise

What are words is Addie’s favourite song and was shared by him when we were in Brunei, a song with meaningful lyrics, and personally for me the song is more like a reminder..

“Meant what you say, period!” Do not make ridiculous promises.. Hahaha

I made few promises when I was young, err younger… Promises made from young puppy love..
I was attached to the promises made for almost 2 years before I was freed couple days ago..
I dreamed a final goodbye, both of us smiled and I know from there we had let go off everything..

She was beautiful on her wedding day, congrates and pray for your happiness..
I downloaded and play the song whenever possible, in the car by Bluetooth and on laptop streaming on youtube..

Ps/- attended the wedding, Addie said I played cool.. =)

I should

I know, I should not say anything bad about my country publicly, neither me nor the people get the advantage doing that.. The top people and outsiders will just look and laugh.. "Pity people.." they said..

But, people's voice should need to reach them.. I think*

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++


yeah,
we finally met..
=)

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Am preparing for borneo trip, that if the next week trip confirm..

Properties oooo properties

I am not sure if it is an accident happened but I am kindna enjoy what I am doing now..

So far I have rented out a condo in Cyberjaya (without agent help), helped to sell a semi-d in Kajang Country Heights (with agent help "sob-sob) and now I am furnishing a condo in Bangsar.. Weeeee ** excited.. I had to survey about 5 lighting shops before made the purchase... I'll save every penny I can.. Muhahaha (kedekut punya budak!!!)

Now I am surveying furniture - sofa and bed and of coz a/c... Hurmm I have idea for bed but that need to consult my contractor if he can give me discount on the new idea... Muhahaha!!! Squeezzzzzz.. p/s- ayah, andy says its easier to negotiate with you than me.. =)

People, people!!!

I have a shop for rent...

http://www.mudah.my/vi/9237911.htm

There, the link to view the shop's images...

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++