H o p e

I loose everytime:

1) I let my emotions dictates my action. When I loose control and let my feelings control my action.

2) I loose my temper, as I might hurt other's feelings with harsh words or actions. I remember a wise man once adviced me " A brave and strong man is not a man who can defeat an army, but a man who can defeat his own anger..."

3) I make assumption, as " assumption is mother of screw up!"

4) I let other's to take advantage on me cos I can't say NO.

5) I loose friendship for a stupid and childish reason, only if I was matured to handle the situation at that time, or God gave me reason to learn something in life.

6) I loose myself..

Alhamdulillah, God's grace..

As for now, I am learning to control my feelings and my anger, not to make assumption, to say NO and not to loose friends anymore...

My life abroad open my eyes, Now I can stand firm on my words and confident on my decision. I don't have bumiputra privillige here, which is GOOD. I learn to survive in a place I am not comfortable with, I learn to live with people who I don't know and I learn to walk on foreign soil..

I am not relying on other people when I feel down cos I am afraid of losing grip when the person is not besides me.

I wonder can I be the same if I have not made the decision to work here. Away from my comfort zone.

To God, I thank You for the opportunity and I accept all challenges.

"May tomorrow be better than today~ Amin"



p/s - I am taking a course at INCEIF. Chartered Islamic Finance Professional certificate. 3 years part time.

I remembered when I first found dad's degree from UK, I was shocked to know he did degree in Physics and now more into Management - HR. I tried to look for any connections but negative...Hahaha, maybe he inspired me to do something new...maybe FINANCE?!

Insyaallah,

God's willing

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