Always...

For the way you changed my plans
For being the perfect distraction
For the way you took the idea that I have
Of everything that I wanted to have
And made me see there was something missing...

For the ending of my first begin
And for the rare and unexpected friend
For the way you're something that I'd never choose
But at the same time, something I don't wanna lose
And never wanna be without ever again

p/s- how many times you realise you miss someone after the person is gone..

translator or weather man

Translator to Weather Man
One try to translate language from his own kind
The other try to communicate with mother nature.

Who has a tougher task, the translator or the weather man?

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Sand Storm, Rain Drop

Its like lining of gold falls from above
Cause fake illusion in life,
Proud with stall of glasses and concrete or steel horse that runs

Can I pause.
Im waiting raindrops

i have to say

i like to see you smile

=)

wonder where will the bottle go from jumeirah beach...

Please do not take the entry seriously =)

I don’t need to pretend anymore

If only I knew its easy to let go, I won’t waste a year to forget,
Nor to feel lost without shadow of yours.
Read all ur texts when I missed your words
Bought the same shampoo when I missed smell of your hair
Look at the moon, hoping you do the same when I missed time we had together

But now, after years past
After so many people came and left
Im scared to let go everything easily

I just miss to be miserably crazy over a girl.

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Final call home
3 years in transit a flight away from home is coming to an end. Hopefully 2010 summer is the last summer here..
I will not be seeing people pray besides the highway because my people prefer to stop at small madrasah or mosque along the highway for prayers.
I will not be seeing the biggest mall, the tallest building, the most luxury horse race, the only 7 stars hotels, hot wheels; cayenne, maserati, porche, ferrari instead there be a lot of protons and perodua. Maybe vios?
Waiting for the boarding pass…

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I don’t know what makes me decide to go home
A visit to Mekah will end my Middle East chapter..
=)

movies~

i watched 3 movies on my way back to dubai from johannesburg..

500 days of summer (not a love story and I didnt really get what was the story all about)..., bandslam (just because Vanessa Hudgens was in) and Frost (my favourite, to see a player changed after his childhood sweetheart is engaged...)

I'm not good with words...

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i had the whole cinema hall to myself tonight, actually i didnt expect the room to be empty and only left myself alone...dear john suppose to be a romantic story from bestselling novel...well maybe they didnt read the book before... =)

savannah in the movie is beautiful, same as how i pictured her to be...
john, as loyal as he is in the novel..

I like the movie until 9/11 scene was in the picture and it somehow disturbed me with the big sam propaganda.... =)

no offense, but its better not to have the scene...it was never in the novel, not that i can remember...

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teka

cuba teka siapa telah berkata-kata dialog di bawah

"dah memang patut jadi bapa budak dah..."

kalau betul, anda memang hebat!

like this part

"And I love you. Things need to change. We both need to change. Mostly, I think, we need to get back to being good to each other. What were those vows we took? I meant them when I said them. I think you did, too. We just lost them along the way. Love, honour, cherish, respect. I want to get them back."

from "The girl next door...."by Elizabeth Noble

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If you are lost and you need to choose animal (s) to be with you, assist/follow/show you the way out...What will you choose?

Well, I chose an eagle and a deer... =)

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What come after t is special, dont let the t drop~

The painting job

one, 2, 3, four~

Tired of counting endless sheeps, I got off the bed and wrote these craps..

List as below =)

1. Still think, becoming VIP is still the proper term to use. Or not?
2. Had a confusing morning chat or more to texting?
3. Venus can be a good drama director, or an actress? =P Don’t get offended ya!
4. Ohh Wednesday, ohh Thursday…
5. Chilled at Chillis, I was craving for chicken wings…
6. Now you are here, now you are not…Recall chipsmore advert? Anyone?
7. Lets have a normal conversation, please
8. Going home (short trip on the 4th week of April), arriving KUL on Saturday..
Wait me at the KLIA?
9. O Town, all or nothing was played in Chillis… followed by like a rose by Westlife
10. What is engagement?
11. Adik, where is our karaoke song list?
12. No iphone, no more blackberry for you... Stick to the cheap phone, at least no one gonna take that from you...muhahaha!! Thou iphone at virgin is.....NICCEEEEEEEEEEeeeeeee
13. I read your note two..
14. Taj Mahal?
15. Need Thai massage..
16. Need new shoes...
17. Need to stop here =P
18. MH 161 is transit in Karachi =P

hey, happy birthday March babies

happy birthday tho u chose to celebrate in the office doing work! haha

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To whom it may concern,

Didnt mean to ignore, just to put some space there...
Lets kill all confusion

I got your point from the last chat
You be okay there...

p/s - im not kidding, hate me please =)
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planning a come back
soon

u got it bad

Baby how am I supposed to trust you when you can't tell your friends that I'm your boo.

Do anything for you, show you that my love is true, how long's it gonna take for me to pursue?

Coz I knew it from the start all I wanted was your heart, if there's one fear that I have it's us being apart.

Don't you try and hide the feelings that you have inside, i'm not here to make you cry, it's your choice now you decide.

If lovin you was a crime tell me would you press charges? Put up a barricade or would you lead me where your heart is?

Wanna know your feelings now before we get started, like Black Eyed Peas you got me goin retarted.

We startin on the phone talkin' every single night, everything seemed alright before we had our first fight.

You would reject all my calls and not reply to my text, some would say I was obssessed you put a bullet through my chest.

That night I couldn't sleep my mind was runnin' with thoughts, where you were, who you were with, i've never felt so distraught.

I'd never felt so unwanted so from that day on, I locked my heart and threw the key I started writin you this song.

My emotions filled the ocean was it love or was it hate, my consecration now erased my heart begins to disinflate.

source: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-E8G0b_MKfM

signs

[GENERAL INFO]

guys will justgo away for these reasons:

1. You said, "its hard for me to be far from him..."
2. I dont know, and Im not sure answer
3. You were happy when he called...
4. Abusive conversation with "why" questions...should you know all the reasons behind?
5. Lies

To be continued...Hahaha

p/s- strictly for general info only

my name is tom!

26 this year, after all this while i still believe (or pretend) being 25 this year...owh how i wish the number stay at 25...

p/s - good news is, i still have 270 days to be 26 and 360 days more being 26...still young!

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I heard and seen enough

Think about it, "Life is fair, people are not..." so stop blaming life

p/s - naahh, im not blaming

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Sharing....

The Mayonnaise Jar

When things in your life seem, almost too much to handle,
When 24 Hours in a day is not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee.

A professor stood before his philosophy class
and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly,
He picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar
And proceeded to fill it with golf balls.

He then asked the students, if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured
them into the jar. He shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open Areas between the golf balls.

He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course, the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with a unanimous 'yes.'

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively
filling the empty space between the sand. The students laughed.

'Now,' said the professor, as the laughter subsided,
'I want you to recognize that this jar represents your life.
The golf balls are the important things - family,
children, health, Friends, and Favorite passions –
Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, Your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter like your job, house, and car.

The sand is everything else --The small stuff.

'If you put the sand into the jar first,' He continued,
there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.

If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff,
You will never have room for the things that are important to you.

So...

Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness.
Play With your children.
Take time to get medical checkups.
Take your partner out to dinner.

There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.

'Take care of the golf balls first --
The things that really matter.
Set your priorities. The rest is just sand.'

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.

The professor smiled.
'I'm glad you asked'.

It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem,
there's always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend.'

Please share this with other "Golf Balls"
I just did......

glen

maybe i dont know what i want

yes,

maybe im too young to know what i want
cos, i dont know what will happen..

p/s - still admiring prosperous view from the window...

life crisis everyone, =) muhahaha

Prosperous Istanbul

Set free something you love as love is not an ownership. It is a common idialic philosophy in Hollywood movies, or in teenagers love novels, but it takes courage to just do and be as it is.
I had let many bypasses, left when it just hurt my half. Many didn’t confront their feelings but I know from their eyes, few cried unwillingly when distance was part of the condition, there were situation when people changed but hey, it is not pointing fingers game, not blaming anyone. Maybe the time has yet to come to slow things down, though I promised not to waste more time.

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I have been thinking to change career due to many reasons, and I keep my options to three:

a. wanting to go home, start my base there and venture out when there is opportunity in future. It may supplement my August plan, to manage and let things run and MBA part time plan. Yet, is there anything for me back there?

b. wanting to change workplace and stay working abroad. It’s not because of the glamorous status, anywhere what is so glamour living as second class citizen in the working class community. Example, it’s like working class in Turkey, who waits busses or ferry to commute, or walking down the street, surviving with high cost of living with taxes, utility expenses and stiff competitions. A Turkish friend commented that life in Malaysia is easy, I was shocked at first but agreed to his statement after few conversation. A normal middle class family in Malaysia still can afford a nice place to live, nice car to drive, a maid to clean the house and send children to private tuition after school.

c. to remain and stay as it is. It is my last wish as Im getting bored with thing Im doing. Bit a bit, im getting frustrated, what I want is, I want more responsibility….I know I am able to do so…

Which one to choose?
Let me tell you, I don’t knowI don’t know how future will beI don’t know where I be end up in the next 2 yearsI don’t know what I be doing in the next 2 years
What I know is, I don’t want to regret decision I make today..

p/s – admiring prosperous view....

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Turkey, oh Turkey
Lets bid goodbye… =)

bumpy ride, toin toing

i was entertained by figures and analysis...well that is a fact...

to have assumption, to prove the assumption is correct, to had figure out the concrete basis...no, no i wont trade anything for this...

God, thank you...i really need a new toy to play...

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lets get to know a lawyer week..

i have the opportunity to flirt chat / know a lawyer...intesresting to see how a lawyer view things....how they get excited when they won a case and feel down when everything is against them....

to me lawyer is like a story teller, difference is they make themselves a hero or a victim in the story...thats' all! =) hahaha

to the lawyer, its ok to loose a case...once a while

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istanbul then beirut
yeh, a chance to visit beirut
and meet my pet sister there...

p/s - i have a lebanese pet sister...single, and pretty! hahaha anyone?

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a hahh, caught you, well i think it was you...
or if it wasnt you...

let me welcome a blog reader from india~ =)

p/s- how is india?

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i might be bz next week...
or next couple of weeks..
but i promise to call you...

just miscall when you are back =)

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migrain again?, 2 mugs of coffee..
nice~

hati dua

cuba untuk tulis tentang ni
tak boleh, macam mana?
hany tukar topik!
kenapa yer, macam kabur nak tulis apa..

=) mungkin penat

oh, dia hilang~

hati

*random topic from hany...now~

hati

fullstop, dapat?

instinct, just instinct...

sensitive is not moody..
sensitive is aware of any changes and to adopt well =)

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having said, i changed the blog layout after a chat with hany...its just instinct things will happen this way, so let it be...

certain rules are not meant to be broken...and that definitely refers to ego rules by ad.. =)

p/s - still thankful to know now than later =)

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above is one of my instinct that will happen to me...the next is still wait to see, but strongly i feel and started to believe dubai is just a transit, and people usually wont stay long in transition....

p/s- going to turkey on 18 - 20 feb.... =) simply turkey

wishing well..

my wishes are:


1. More movies like sepet, sepi, gubra in Malaysia, not because Im like soooo much sharifah armani acting...but the movies are good =P
2. Money was not being invented / created....many life were taken because of greediness..
3. Men and women are from earth...can we understand each other without special ability like mind reading needed.
4. Last but not least, I wished not to sleep the whole day today...counting sheep..

im an actor,

Live is a big stage with unlimited audience, if actor is not limiting the horizon.

It has beauty in script that words are out from the actor’s heart, how he feels; anger, frustration, happy, misery (name them all) for all reasons it can be. The feelings are like icing on a cake, add flavours to life’s routine.

On that basis, I am an actor in my stage surrounded by names I will not mention here. They know who they are.

There are 3 different episodes, first is the working life drama where people claim myself as heartless, direct, not a bullshit taker, robot?. The next episode is the non office hours storyline, and the actor is trying to be a good son, a not too garang eldest brother (seriously im not), great friend and useful citizen. The last episode is when the actor need to be alone, to reflect his life, the present, past and future.

The love episode is still pending for script to be approved by the censorship authority.

life is not just black and white

life is not just black and white
you see when you walk along the street
still not sure?

how about on one fine day...
say hello to a stranger and listen to his story...
do not stop when he tells or talk when he pause

let him, until he stops
to the chapter that not to be disclosed...
not a single soul to know
as he had promised not to scare a wasted heart
that bag for forgiveness

it’s the sign to leave when his tears drop
so you leave and let he be alone
for all his know, he lost her

don your jacket,
don’t look back..
one day you will understand,
when you read the chapter, perhaps one day if he wants to share

p/s- i know

Dear Savannah,

Ive finish reading the book in 2 days, the same fever i had when i was reading p/s- i love you.

Simple and romantic story, just the way I like to happen in any relationship, though both novels do not have happy ending mood...

Dear Savannah,

I was touched reading all letters you wrote to John, the words are genuine from your heart.

I understand, distance sometimes a torture for you knowing you are hurt inside being far away from the man you loved. I realized that love is a painful harmony and you are a brave lady to let yourself into that.

Believe me, John loves you, he always does. He will be your shadow, close to you than you ever think of.

p/s - i did nothing this weekend except reading the book...
p/s p/s - i adore savannah
p/s p/s p/s - savannah reminds me of u

waktu cuti yang kebosanan

Tulisan anda sungguh kreatif, terima kasih kerana buat Ad sengih sorang-sorang depan monitor...Hahahhaa!

my songs! boleh tak?

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HaHAhA

Ponder on these imponderables for a minute:- 

1.   If you take an Oriental person and spin him around several times, does he become disoriented?

2.   If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called Holes?

3.   Do infants enjoy infancy as much as adults enjoy adultery?

4.   If a pig loses its voice, is it disgruntled?

5.   If love is blind, why is lingerie so popular?

6.   Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker?

7.   When cheese gets its picture taken, what does it say?

8.   Why is a person who plays the piano called a pianist but a person who drives a racing car not called a racist?

9.   Why are a wise man and wise guy opposites?

10.   Why do overlook and oversee mean opposite things?

11.   Why isn't the number 11 pronounced onety one?

12.   " I am" is reportedly the shortest sentence in the English language. Could it be that " I do" is the longest sentence?

13.   If lawyers are disbarred and clergymen defrocked, doesn't it follow that electricians can be delighted, musicians denoted, cowboys deranged, models deposed, tree surgeons debarked, and dry cleaners depressed?

14.   What hair colour do they put on the passports of bald men?

15.   I thought about how mothers feed their babies with tiny little spoons and forks so I wondered what do Chinese mothers use? Toothpicks?

16.   You never really learn to swear until you learn to drive.

17.   No one ever says, "It's only a game" when their team is winning.

18.   Ever wonder about those people who spend R10.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE

19.   Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool?

20.   If one out of five people SUFFERS from diarrhoea, does that mean that four enjoy it?

21.   Why if you send something by road it is called a shipment, but when you send it by sea it is called cargo?

22.   If a convenience store is open 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the door?

uncle?

Had breakfast with Cik Dura (or should I call aunty Dura) with her 2 adorable anak buah, Danish and Danial...Hahahha Dura, You have done well babysitting them....So bila lagi? hahaha

The best thing is, they called me uncle...Arghh!!! Apakah?!

Nasib baik they call you aunty as well, if not takkan terimanya depa panggil uncle.. =)

Played a short teka-teki game...

1. Dalam banyak-banyak baju, baju apa yang pandai?
2. Apa dia 3 mata, 1 kaki...

Hahahaha =)...

Adorable!

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Solat Jumaat in Putrajaya with Addie...

Somehow managed to meet him, walaupun last minute and siap kena perli! =) faham bro!

And met Remi in front of his office...Jumpa tepi jalan jer...Anyhow, asal jumpa yer tak...

Keep in touch ya!

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To Puan Roha,

Selamat melahirkan cahaya mata kedua, hero ek?

Gila gempak 25 tahun dah 2 anak... =) Murah rezki betol!

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To Fatin and Adrena,

Maaf, tidak ketemu kali ini... =)

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To Hany,

Usah bersedih, kumbang bukan seekor! (aceh, cakap orang kan!)

Hahahaha

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To Adlil,

Tomorrow you reach dubai...

Argh, padang pasir...

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Jom packing! =)

Denial

Abg Ad live in denial! -

Hany direct bagi kat Ad dalam ym, masa keluar face to face to pula cakap camtu =P hahahahah ...Macam apakah?

So berfikir la sendiri (orang dah beri feedback kan..)Living in denial? Hurrm

Menarik

p/s - Nak ke Putrajaya amek IC, MAS office and breakfast dengan cik Dura..Hahaha

My list

Thank you, terima kasih kepada:
1. Hany - Selamat hari jadi makcik!
2. Azie - Shah Alam - Ohhh kita karaoke lagi yer kali ni...hahahaha
3. Azie, Ita, Emy -Terima kasih kerana teman ke mamak...walaupun tesis menimbun (wahahaha)
5. Nisa - Thanks untuk semua...
6. Bro Zain
7. Petronas colleague
8. Leman - Thanks duk bawa tour ke kolam lintah...Owh sesungguhnya Ad sungguh envy life dia...Sangatlah rileks jadi boss sendiri..Semoga apa yang di usahakan membuahkan hasil..Hehehe
9. Salwa - Thanks keluar minum and mempermudahkan Ad tukar IC...Muwahahaha
10. Ruzi - Oh siap kenalkan tunang lagi...Hehehe..Nanti kawin, email lah kad yer?! Tapi semestinya kamu dah tunang, nak suh orang lain tunang gak...Hahaha

Sincere appologize, minta ampun maaf:
1. Tira, Remi and Husna - I know it was rude to cancelled plan last minute...Maaf!
2. Zuha - Maaf, tidak kesampaian ke sana
3. Adik Wani - Maaf, abang tak sampai-sampai ke Medan..
4. Gombakian - Ohh badminton tak main, mamak pun Ad lepak sorang...Hahaha
5. Addie - Tak sempat bro!

Esok Ad balik Dubai...
Hurm...

teka teki

Benarnya bukan untuk merawat
Benarnya bukan untuk meluruhkan rasa
Benarnya,
Tika bayu itu meniup
Daun itu gugur, dan pohonnya bergoncang
Melintas waktu itu,
Suara esakan minta di jelas

Mengapa tika bersama
Tidak pernah di sampaikan rasa itu
Tapi di simpan
Rapi di situ, mohon di erti

Dan ketika waktu menjadi rakan
Hanya lihat dari bayangan
Bercakap pada makhluk hitam
Seolah menjadi kekasih gelap
Muncul dalam lena
Dan hilang bila terjaga

Benarnya bukan untuk merawat
Benarnya bukan untuk meluruhkan rasa
Benarnya,
Hadir itu tidak di jangka
Pergi pula tidak terhalang
Bila hati mahu pergi
Dan rasa tidak berpaling..

Dan ketika bayu berhenti
Terjaga dari ulit silam
Senyum..

Benarnya
Semua yang terjadi
Menjadi diari sendiri

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Pulau itu
Punya jutaan kenangan
Walau dari peta hidupan
Hanya kecil, kecil tak mampu terkandung semuanya

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Kerap benar tulisanmu menjadi tanda tanya
Apa betul yang di baca
Atau sekadar penglipur lara?
Maaf jika terasa
Tapi bertanya, pada nada berbudi bahasa
Berkias harap sampai di sana

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Ada orang putus rasa
Ingin hantar hati ke bintang-bintang
Biar hilang dalam kegelapan di atas sana
Tidak jumpa, jauh dari pandangan mata

Ada orang putus rasa
Bangun di tengah lena,
Melihat jambakan kenangan,
Duduk, menangis dalam gelap

Ada orang putus rasa
Tidak berjumpa penganti diri
Sampai muak di dengar "bunga bukan sekuntum, atau kumbang bukan seekor"
Terus hidup dalam kisah semalam

Namun ada pun orang-orang itu
Punya talian lebih utuh dari cinta
Bila mereka putus rasa
Ada sahabt tempat meluah..

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hari tiga

#1 Day

Thank you to the 3 UKM musketeers; azie, ita and emy kerana telah abaikan thesis sebentar untuk sama-sama lepak mamak...Hahahaha..Moga jumpa lagi nanti

And kepada Salwa, hahaha lawaklah jumpa balik lepas 10 tahun tak jumpa...form 3 kan last jumpa?hahaha....tapi kamu tetap dah berubah...dan dah tunang ni jangan nakal-nakal...hahahaha

#2 Day

Hany! Jangan serik yer keluar dengan abg ad...hahaha....sampai skip class squash yer?
Owhh, kirim salam pada squash guy ek =P hahaha, buat macamana abg ad ajar...hahahaha =)
Hope you enjoy the live band...tapi dorang tak nyanyi lagu kite request lah...mungkin lari dari tema!hahaha

Bro Zain, terima kasihlah duk jemput join malam tu...=)
Lawa motor baru...hahaha

#3 Day

Oh hari ni actor studio di batalkan, sebab cik Aqil sibuk cam menteri...Hahahaha
So lepas ni keluar lunch dengan acik and angah..pastu lepak-lepak rumah lah..

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jujur

Boleh ngak?

AAAAAAAAAAHhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Kalau lupa

Bismillahiawaalahu wakhiruhu..

Eeerr tu doa apa tu

Doa lupe baca doa mkn..Kalau terlupe..bace tu..

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• Warna Merah adalah warna emosi dan menyediakan sumber energi.

• Warna Oren adalah satu warna yang melambangkan hangat, kreatif dan emosi.

• Warna Kuning adalah satu daripada warna aura yang mula-mula dan paling mudah untuk dilihat. Warna kuning pucat yang mengelilingi garis rambut menunjukkan optimis. Kuning adalah warna aktiviti mental. Ia mempengaruhi peluang pembelajaran yang baru, kepintaran, cerdik dan intelek. Warna kuning adalah warna yang mempengaruhi kekuatan idea dan kebangkitan kebolehan fizik.Semakin dalam dan gelap warna kuning itu akan mempengaruhi sifat yang agak kritikal dan bersifat dogma.

• Warna Hijau adalah satu warna yang melambangkan sensitif dan cita-cita yang tinggi. Ia mempengaruhi tumbesaran, simpati dan ketenangan. Ia berkaitan dengan individu yang boleh dipercayai, berdikari dan minda yang terbuka. Warna hijau muda menunjukkan kebolehan penyembuhan. Ia adalah warna kekuatan dan persahabatan.Makin gelap warna hijau mempengaruhi kepada kegopohan, cemburu dan ketidakpercayaan.

• Warna Biru adalah warna yang mudah untuk dilihat dalam banyak-banyak warna aura. Ia melambangkan kepercayaan atau keyakinan .

• Warna Ungu Violet adalah warna yang mewakili kehangatan. Ia adalah warna yang mempemgaruhi hati dan minda , iaitu gabungan fizikal dan spiritual.Ia mempengaruhi semangat berdikari dan intuisi. Warna keungu-unguan yang semakin tebal menunjukkan kebolehan untuk menghadapi hubungan dengan secara praktikal. Warna yang pucat mempengaruhi kemanusiaan dan hubungan kerohanian. Warna ungu-kemerah-merahan menunjukkan keinginan dan cita-cita yang tinggi.Semakin keruh warna ungu tersebut maka ia menunjukkan kekuatan dalam menghadapi sesuatu. Ia juga menunjukkan imaginasi erotik yang tebal. Ia juga mempunyai kebolehan untuk menarik simpati dan juga seorang yang tidak dapat memahami orang lain.

• Merah jambu adalah warna kasih-sayang dan warna kesucian. Ia mempengaruhi keceriaan dan semangat setiakawan. Bila melihat dalam aura, ia menunjukkan kesunyiaan, kasih-sayang dan kecantikan. Warna merah jambu menunjukkan seseorang itu tidak matang,terutama warna merah jambu yang agak keruh. Ia juga menunjukkan seorang yang amat amanah, juga seorang yang mempunyai rasa kasih-sayang dan juga seorang yang berwawasan.

• Warna Emas adalah warna yang menunjukkan tenaga rohani yang cukup dinamik dan seorang yang mempunyai satu kekuatan. Warna emas yang keruh menunjukkan seseorang itu dalam proses membangkitkan inspirasi yang tinggi . Ia juga mempengaruhi proses kimia yang masih lagi aktif, bermakna individu tersebut masih cuba berusaha untuk menukar hidupnya kepada kehidupan yang lebih sempurna.

• Warna Kelabu adalah warna kemasukan. Ia menunjukkan pergerakan ke arah membongkar kebolehan yang terpendam. Warna kelabu yang hampir kepada warna perak menunjukkan kebangkitan tenaga kewanitaan. Ia juga tenaga dan kebolehan untuk iluminasi, intuisi dan daya imaginasi yang kreatif.Warna kelabu yang agak keruh menunjukkan ketidakseimbangan fizikal, istimewa kepada aura yang berdekatan pada bahagian badan. Ia juga menunjukkan keinginan untuk meninggalkan tiada satu kerja yang diberikan yang tidak akan diselesaikan. Seorang yang mempunyai aura yang berwarna kelabu adalah seorang yang suka berahsia dan seorang yang suka bersendirian.

• Warna Perang selalunya muncul dalam medan aura. Walaupun kebanyakan orang mengatakan perang sebagai hasil daripada ketidak seimbangan atau kurangnya tenaga, ini adalah tidak benar. Perang adalah warna bumi. Bila ia muncul pada kawasan atas kepala, ia akan mempengaruhi pembesaran yang baru.Aura perang yang melintasi muka atau kepala menunjukkan keinginan untuk diskriminasi. Jika ia muncul di sekitar kawasan cakra, ia menunjukkan bahawa bahagian tesebut perlu dibersihkan. Warna perang susah untuk ditafsirkan, kerana ia senang mempegaruhi kawasan masaalah dalam fizikal.

• Warna Hitam adalah satu warna yang amat mengelirukan dalam spektrum aura. Ada sesetengah pihak mengatakan bahawa jika aura hitam hadir dalam diri seseorang, ia menunjukkan kematian atau jangkitan penyakit yang berat. Namun ada pendapat mengatakan ianya adalah warna pelindungan. Ia adalah satu warna yang melindungi individu tertentu daripada tenaga luar. Bila melihat aura ini, menunjukkan individu tersebut melindungi dirinya sendiri. Ia juga menunjukkan yang individu tersebut seorang yang ada sesuatu rahsia.

• Warna Perak berkilauan Ia selalunya amat berkelip-kelip dan berwarna perak. Ia menunjukkan seorang yang terlalu kreatif . Jika hadirnya aura berwarna sebegini, ia sebagai penunjuk yang menandakan individu tersebut , individu tersebut seorang yang terlalu kreatif .

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Take a breath I pull myself together  Just another step until I reach the door  You'll never know the way it tears me up inside to see you   Ooh Ooh  I wish that I could tell you something  Ooh Ooh  To take it all away   Sometimes I wish I could save you  And there's so many things that I want you to know  I won't give up til it's over  If it takes you forever I want you to know   When I hear your voice it's drowning in the whispers  You're just skin and bones  There's nothing left to take and no matter what I do  I can't make you feel better   Ooh Ooh  If only I could find the answer  Ooh Ooh  To help me understand   Sometimes I wish I could save you  And there's so many things that I want you to know  I won't give up til it's over  If it takes you forever I want you to know that   If you fall, stumble down  I'll pick you up off the ground  If you lose faith in you  I'll give you strength to pull through  Tell me you won't give up  Cause I'll be waiting if you fall you know  I'll be there for you   Ooh Ooh  If only I could find the answer  Ooh Ooh  To take it all away   Sometimes I wish I could save you  And there's so many things that I want you to know  I won't give up til it's over  If it takes you forever I want you to know   I wish I could save you  I want you to know  I wish I could save you 

Balik cermin

Lihat kamu di depan

Balek kaca itu hanya aku

Mari kita berbicara

Barang seminit dua melihat kembali

Detik itu..

Waktu berjalan sendiri

Hanya ada waktu itu

Aku dan kamu

Cuba satukan perasaan 

Mencari satu persamaan

Masa pantas berganti

Kini aku di persinggahan

Kecapi impian yang kamu tanam 

Kita janji untuk hadapi bersama

Kadang-kadang

Kamu mencabar bila aku cuba mengalah

Kadang-kadang

Kamu menduga bila aku mula lupa

Kerana itu 

Aku hanya percaya kamu

Kerana itu

Aku bilang

Hidup itu

Aku dan kamu yang tentukan halanya

Tanpa penyesalan

p/s - Dah lama tak menulis

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alergic

Achum!

I am alergic to bull shit

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I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
That don't bother me
I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out
I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while
Even though going on with you gone still upsets me
There are days every now and again I pretend I'm ok
But that's not what gets me

What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was tryin' to do

It's hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go
But I'm doin' It
It's hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I'm alone
Still Harder
Getting up, getting dressed, livin' with this regret
But I know if I could do it over
I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart
That I left unspoken

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do

Not seeing that loving you
That's what I was trying to do
Ooohhh....

bayar hutang...

hah!

Tetiap hari before balek ad akan tanya "Bos, arini hutang habis kan?"

Hahaha...Tapi hari ni "hutang" tak habis pun Ad balek...Wat kat rumah (alasan!) Hhohoho Tapi siap gak...

Hutang-hutang yang belum selesai:
1) Offline station business plan review
2) Internet sales strategy
3) Inventory plan

Alasan : Taktau nak wat camne utk item 2 dan 3... Untuk item 1 tu bagi dateline sendiri by wednesday...Hohoho!

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Many times I feel like crying
Many times I feel cant cope with time
Many times I think I am not good enough
But never a time, I want to give up..

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a last minute..

Oleh sebab hari ni tak tahan duduk office, texted nour tanya dia balik awal ke tak..

Ingatkan nak pergi minum ke lepak-lepak ke, then she replied, she was planning to go DFC..hurrmm intersting...

Ad texted back, "See you there then...."

And macam biasa teksi tidak kelihatan...and arrived DFC around 730...

First teman dia shopping...had dinner and tengok wayang...hahaha...I need a break so tanyangan pilihan adalah Yes man...Hurrmm =)

It was a last minute thingy...Tapi biasa memang macam tu pun..

Tp balek sambunglah buat keje and now baru habis...Hahaha

Nyte

p/s- Ad buka rahsia =)

IM BORED

Friend's say

"Adlil you are burnt out..You need to escape.."

"Think so? Maybe..."

"How if one weekend we stay in a hotel and pretend we are tourist here in Dubai..."

"Hahaha...not worth it! But pretty cool if we can do that, except for the hotel bills and taxis!"

"Hey, today is 26th Jan?"

"Yerp, why?"

"Pay day!"

"Hahaha, time flies!"

** Pray my 15 days off will be approved... **

Langkawi cancelled - Nad will fly back to Adelaide and Zuha go without me..

Maybe to Medan, alone?

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I want to go to The Atlantis 

tag! wooo sambil dengar lagu rehab - rihanna

Mari buat tag...huhuhu

Peraturan untuk menerima award ini ialah:

1. Copy badge "2008 Cute's 3logger Award" di atas untuk diletakkan di blog anda.

2. Link/ceritakan kembali siapa yang memberikan award ini kepada anda.

3. Setiap blogger mesti menyatakan 10 fakta/hobi diri sendiri sebelum memilih penerima award seterusnya (anda di-tag).

4. Anda perlu memilih 10 penerima award seterusnya dan menyatakan nama mereka di blog anda.

5. Jangan lupa melawat blog kawan anda dan meninggalkan komen yang menyatakan mereka telah di tag.

Bila dah dapat tag ni haruslah buat...lagipun yang menominatekan sudah BUZZ...bila nak jawab...hohohoo

10 fakta/hobi....erm
So sepuluh fakta atau hobi yer...

1) Cerewet Memilih untuk makan - tidak ambil seafood, kambing, lembu, telur penyu, ulam-ulam (petai, kacang buncis, dll), cencalok, budu... =)

2) Banyak kali orang yang baru nak kenal ingatkan Ad sombong...Hahahaha

3) Sangat suka duduk rumah...Macam, keluar tu memenatkan

4) Sangat tak suka bandar Johor Bahru...owh 2 tahun situ macam saiko jer...Hoohohoh

5) Suka gila dengan kedai mamak...Hayyhh roti canai beliau yang penuh dengan kolestrol dan teh halia yang...panas..

6) Tak suka masuk hutan sebab pacat / lintah...Cam apakah?! <<<--- berani betol letak kat blog...mau kene kutuk ni

7) Sampai sekarang masih tak faham kenapa orang suka tomok dulu...HAHAHAHA!

8) Ada ramai kawan perempuan dari kawan laki...boleh ke?

9) Lagi rela kena marah dari kena perli...Makan dalam wooo =) haaha tapi suka jer perli-perli ni...Halus effectnya...Hahaha

10) Sampai sekarang Ad ras Bush tu bodoh, American adalah bangsa yang bodoh sombong dan European adalah dari golongan berlagak pandai...Betulkan kalau salah

Itu jer... Sape nak kene tag?

Silakan jawab:

1) El Nina

2) Hany

3) Mira

4) Zuha

5) haziq

6) Aida

7) Binti

8) Fyd

Cukup kut lapan jer =)

Virgin Radio Dubai-

Pagi tadi dalam kereta, tengah-tengah kusyuk dengar virgin radio tiba-tiba ada minah ni call and "cubaan" flirt di udara berlaku..Dan si DJ, cuba menyakat apabila si pemangil ni tanyakan the producer...

So di tanyalah, boleh ke kalau si producer nak ajak dia keluar...

Maka si minah ni jawab, boleh kalau dia bawa ke Burj Al Arab...

Lantas si DJ selamba sound, typical women always want to see the money first...

Hahaha..

=) Selamba rock la Chris! Hahahaha (Ad gelak dalam hati jer!)

muka 2009

Aahhh puas hati, tompok-tompok yang dulunya ketara kat muka dah hilang perlahan-perlahan...Tapi takleh tego sangat, kang dia dengki mulalah nak tumbuh macam cendawan..

Ad try sabun muka yang baru, namanya tak ingat tapi harganya boleh tahan lah..Huhuhu sabun yang sebesar "normal" complimentary sabun kat hotel tu dalam sembilan puluh ringgit...LAYAN!

Ari ni bangun pagi awal.. ingatkan nak main bola, tapi ayahanda dan bonda dah siap-siap nak keluar...apa lagi capai laptop dan update blog...(Rhyme plak) Hohoho

Oklah....Lapar - Nak goreng fries...

Adik Ad nak carik boifren

Adik yang mana ni?

Hahaha bukan adik yang betul, tapi salah seorang ad

ik angkat kat kl nu...

Agak-agak kalau nak kenal dengan PILOTwati ni...silalah pergi ke blog empunya diri...

DISINI

Yang kiri yer, bukan yang kanan...

Yang kanan, yang kiri tu dah berpunya...hahaha..

Yang kiri yer, yang kanan tu errm tak kenal

p/s- abg dah tolong ni...nanti kirim 25% ek...hahahah

adlil!! YOU ARE....

All MEA Area Managers are in Dubai for a special project meeting, and they are accompanied by their sales managers or assistant. 

I have the chance to know their sales manager / assistant in person after lots of emails sent to them.

The funny part is I received same feedback from all, hahhaha

Jeddah: You are Adlil? Your email is a problem...It can spoil my mood for that day!

Beirut: You are Adlil? Your email...(silent)

Istanbul: Adlil? Hahaha...Your email is problem

South Africa: I gonna kill you!!! You are a pain...

Kuwait: Problem!

Hahahaha... =) 

They all imagine me like an old serious man who always nag following up with them on EVERYTHING...Hahaha

They were surprise only to know I am not as per my email...( i got influenced to write a straight foward - no mercy email to them after my working experience before...KISS - Keep it short and simple!) Precise!

Morale - I think I have to rephrase my email to sound more diplomatic =) Hahaha

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